Destroying Love

Prolouge

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"I can't do this anymore" I say while watching him about to go on stage. I know this is probably the worst timing in history,but then again I am known for having bad timing, he is about to go perform one of his biggest show yet, and he's about to loose a best friend.

He turns around and looks at me with a smile on his beautiful face, God I really do love that face, I'm going to miss it, and it makes me want to sob right here but I hold my tears back. He walks towards me and grabs a hold of my face and kisses me sweetly on the mouth, I'm going to cherish this kiss like it's my last, because in a way it is.

"It's ok Bella you can go and I'll see you at the hotel" he says and then kisses my forehead and goes to leave

I breathe in before I say "I won't be there"

This time when he turns around he has a worried look on his face, like he knows what's going to happend, but he's hoping that he's wrong

"what do you mean" he whispers out

At that moment I hear the beginning of there opening song play, my favorite song of theirs called Love Hurts, fitting for the moment i'm living through right now, but he just ignores it and walks towards me slowly.

"I can't do this Aiden" I breath in again trying to calm down the torrent of tears that suddenly appeared running down my face.

His eyes open wide, because he know what he thought was right, he rushes the last few steps towards me and grabs onto me

"Don't do this" he stutters out gripping onto me tighter

The song continues to play in the background, it has a long guitar intro that Luke made, and that is what makes the song so hauntingly beautiful, that and of course Aiden voice.

"I though I could do this with you because Ill still be with you.... but I can't I'm breaking little by little everyday" I finally say letting a sob out

"Bella no" he croaks out

"Do you love me Aiden" I say because if he answers the way i'm dying for him to answer then maybe my heart can be sewed together again. He looks at me confused, like how could I say something like that.

"Of course I do Bella, you know I do, you make me a better person, you are a part of me" he says fiercly hoping that I believe him, but he didn't answer my question, so I ask it in a different way.

"Do you love me like you love her"  I whispered out

This is the point where all the hope that I had was completly destroyed. This is the point where I know I'm going to lose my best friend, my first and probably only love. This is me being annihilated.

He let's out a sob and kisses me fiercely, I think he knows that this is the end of us, breaking the kiss he  says "No, I love her" he sobs out holding me even tighter so that i can't escape. I sob into his chest trying to hold the remaining pieces of my heart intact, but there are no remaining pieces left, he just took the last of them with his words. He continues to whisper "I'm sorry" while leaving small kisses all over my face

Finally I push him back and look into his eyes while grabbing onto his cheeck,he nuzzle his face into my hand like my touch calms him, he opens his eyes tears running down his face and I give him a sad watery smile.

"I love you Aiden, don't you ever forget that, because I won't, but I need to let you go" and with that I step back and head towards the exit

"Bella please don't" I hear him croak out, but I continue walking leaving my heart behind with Aiden White my best friend, my lover, and my first love

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Here's the prologue

I told its going to be emotional, i hope you love it!!

I can't wait to start writing it, but I won't start untill I finish My Mate Loves My Twin, but I just wanted to give you guys a little taste :D

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