Billionaire's Love

{5} Bounded

Happy New Years Eve Eve
Re-Edited | 30.12.16
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I sit on my balcony and stare out into the distance. No emotions, no feeling, no pain so it feels okay. I feel as if I've just killed someone again and I won't feel anything ever but I will.

He has brought my guard up again and I don't know if this time it will be easy to bring down. No one deserves me, no needs to know this girl, Chantelle Kolsov. No one. All they need to know is that I'm the daughter of Alexei Kolsov and I'm a killer.

A cold hearted, ruthless killer. With a bitter, merciless heart.

"Hey." I whisper, sensing someone behind but knowing who it is as the woody, forestry fragrance drifts off them when they walk over to me.

"I heard that you went through some serious shit." He chuckles behind me. My stomach churns in a good way as he chuckles. "Your butler let me in after some powerful convincing." I whipped my head over to look at him shocked but he laughs, amusement glimmering in his eyes.

"Money, idiot." Coal sits beside me and wraps his arm around my shoulder so I am lay my head on his shoulder, wanting the comfort that he's giving me.

I hate that he is right about Alex. I hate how Macon filled my mind with those thoughts and doubts. I hate Alex for cheating on me. I hate Alison for being a back stabbing bitch. I hate myself to not being good enough. I hate not being perfect for him.

"Just say I told you so." I whisper but he just plants a kiss on my forehead, Coal's arms tightening around me.

"No. I thought that Alex was  different and maybe you and him will stay pretty tight but I guess I was wrong." I snuggle up closer to him, inhaling his scent and shivering when I feel his fingers on my bare arm.

"Ah, I thought that he was different. Many of the boys leave after hearing from my Dad." I look at Coal, curiously. "So why didn't you?"

"I was curious about you. Curiosity brought me here with you. I never expected to become your boyfriend." Coal chuckles, wiggling his eyebrows and I can feel his chest reverberating. 

"Is that true?" I ask quietly, feeling my insecurity rise. He tilts my head up so I can see his deep blue eyes, so rare like an topaz but so enchanting like magic.

"Maybe or maybe it was because you are absolutely beautiful and I had to see you again." I smile and he leans down to kiss me and I allow him, feeling no guilt and shame that I usually feel.

I'm done with Alex. I need to look forward but my heart still hurts, not matter if I try forget what happened.

Our tongues explore each other's mouth and I push him down on the chair. He seems startled first but carries kissing me, tracing every inch of my mouth. Coals hand slips under my shirt and caresses my skin, his fingertips sending sparks across my skin like fireworks.

"Coal," I murmur, breathlessly, and he pulls away, giving me a sheepish smile.

"Sorry." Coal whispers. I laugh and kiss him again, much more slowly. "Yet you still want to kiss me?" I giggle onto his lips and I feel him smirk, my heart beating racing.

Racing as if it has found its beat again. As if it has found its rhythm again. And as I lay my head on Coal's chest while he runs his fingers through my hair, I know that he's found his one too.

"So tell me something about you?" I ask. We are sitting on my couch, in each other's arms, as the sun sets over the horizon. My head lays on his chest, his back against the couch and my legs propped up.