My Love Life....

again...

The same old thing happened again,us talking,the "I love you" 's,him calling me his baby,his cupcake,me calling him babe,
We used to call each other,other names like dumbass(me to him) & smartass(him to me)
It was so sweet, but like always arguments came along...
We weren't dating so I can't say that we broke up...
We were this weird thing that he wouldn't ask me out again,and I wouldn't ask why,but we still acted and said stuff like if we were. .
Well the thing that happened was that he got mad,super mad I'm guessing, thanks to me.and I really didn't think anything was gonna happen,actually I thought he was gonna get over it or I was and that we were gonna start texting again like nothing.....

Well,I was wrong....

He then posted a picture of this girl from school,in facebook.saying that he loved her,he thought I wouldn't see it since I never told him I had facebook.

I cried....
I couldn't help it..
Then I saw them together and I broke down,ran away,I didn't wanna see it ,I couldn't handle the pain and act like nothing

But someway I did,I tried to smile and pretend I was ight
Although, I couldn't help but cry when no one noticed,
I know that I shouldn't have cried ,because he wasn't worth it,but ey try to make some sense out of me when I see him ....eh no

They didn't last long tho
1month or so
And a week after we started texting again,not like before but the common,"how have you been", "wyd(what you doing)" ,"wbu(what about you)",etc.
Then one day a friend went up to him(she didn't know anything about us,since she had just moved into our school)anyways,she went up to him and asked it she could get the basketball for a little,he nodded.

I moved a little to the back,so I wouldn't be so close to him...
I pretended I didn't notice him that much,but heck I was nervous..
Then,for the first time we talked,in person(yeah,I know, dumb,I'm telling you my life sucks)anyways he talked to me
Iseah-"how have you been"
I frozed,
He's talking to me
Shit
Wait,what do I sayyyy
Me-"good, (I was looking down)you"
Iseah-"want the truth?"
When he said that, I looked up for the first time making our eyes meet and lock
When I was about to answer,my friend came and was gonna say some,but realized what was going on and stayed quite, tho when she was about to walk away I stopped her.
She came and gave him his basketball back.
When I was about to leave I realized I had sent answered his question,so I turned around,noticing that he was staring at me the whole time.
I smiled and said
"We ainy done talking....(paused)
But we will Monday (it was Friday), okay?"
He nodded,smiled and walked away...