HunHan [Book 3]: Dealing With Oh Sehun [BoyxBoy]

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Dedicated to @JeanCathLu sana magustuhan mo ito saeng. Enjoy reading. Hugs and kisses.
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Sehun

"Stop it already.. Sehun." Luhan said, sounding tired. Napatitig ako sa mata nya. He's still wearing an eyepatch to cover his damaged eyes and that reminds me of that accident; the start of our downfall. I know, I deserve this pain but fck, hindi ko magawang alisin ang isipan ko kay Luhan. I know, this is not right and I know, I'm already married.

But, I want my baby deer back.

I want everything back.

Maraming complications, it's complicated. I'm married to a woman whom I don't even love at.. si Lolo Sonmig na binabantaan ako na guguluhin at sisirain nya ang pangalan ni Luhan. I don't want that but what can I do? I can't just sit around, feeling threatened and scared for the second time. I want to do want I really want... what I should've done a long time ago. I know, it's still not too late for us.

I can see it in Luhan's eye.

"Luhan," Napalingon ulit sya sa akin, "Did you really accepted Lolo Sonmig's offer? That job before you left me." Ridges in his foreheard appeared. He accepted that offer and left with Kharin. Hindi ako naniniwala kay Lolo but I want to hear Luhan say that.

"Oo para tigilan na nya ako." he answered but why do I feel like he's lying? Nakikita ko sa mata nya na nagsisinungaling lang sya sa akin. Na hindi nya tinanggap yun kapalit ng tuluyang paglayo at sumama kay Kharin. He is not like that. "Kaya tigilan mo na din ako pwede ba? I don't like this! All of this! You telling these things to me! Masaya na ako kay Kharin," he bowed, "I don't need you"

Magsasalita pa sana ako nang bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si Kharin. Napatalikod ako at inayos ang gagamiting pintura. Ayoko lang na makita silang magkasama. I hate it. "Babe may dala akong pagkain.. Nagalala ako na baka gutumin kayo dito." I heard him say. I just continued fixing the white paint, trying not to put my nose on their own business but I can't help it. Gusto kong sumingit sa kanila.

"Salamat. Ang kambal?"

"Nasa bahay. Gusto ngang sumama dito pero hindi ko na sinama. Ang kukulit eh. Hinahanap ka nga pala ni Luna, Sehun." Dahil sa sinabi nya, napalingon ako. I gave him a poker face, nodding my head. Luna is such a cheerful kid but what bothers me the most is Hansol. Gusto ko talagang mapalapit sa kanya. Bakit ba si Kharin lang gusto nya?

"Maybe, she'll look for me even more if she finds out I'm her real father?!" I said in a flat tone, a bit sarcastic. "Hansol too."

"Hansol? Hansol is quite not that easy. He is not a typical kind of kid whom you can bribe with chocolates and candies, Sehun. If he don't like you then, that's it." he said. Naitikom ko ang kamao ko. Then I won't give up until he learns to like his own father. But seriously, I don't even know why I only listen to Lolo Sonmig when I was still a kid. Maybe, he seems cool and superior? Should I have to look cool too? Pero, ayaw nyang lumapit ako kay Luhan. He'll keep on pushing me If I do?

"He'll like me too." I answered shortly.

"Kharin, tama na. Ang puso mo, loves." sabi ni Luhan at hinawak hawakan pa ang dibdib ni Kharin. "Salamat dito. Nagalala ka pa. Nagpahinga ka nalang sana, aish! Bawal ka.. mapagod." Hinilot hilot nya pa ang sentido at noo ni Kharin. Lalo ko tuloy naitikom ang kamao ko at tumalikod na din.

"Pinagod mo nga ako kagabi."

"At di mo ako pinatulog kagabi."

Fck. Fck. Fck. Fck. Fck. 1000x