HunHan [Book 3]: Dealing With Oh Sehun [BoyxBoy]

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Luhan

Hansol is just looking at us while Luna is crying continously. Her mouth wide open, tears pouring like a waterfall. Ang panget nya talaga umiyak. "Eomma! Nanaginip ako! Huhu! Lunod daw.. ako sa sabaw!" she shared with a few hiccups. Nilapitan agad sya ni Sehun at binuhat. Well maybe, because she's crying, she absolutely didn't hear anything Sehun uttered but Hansol is the real deal. His silence is worrisome. Tae.

"Shh, tahan na." Sehun murmured.

Lalapitan ko sana si Hansol kaso bigla na syang umiyak. Napatigil tuloy sa paghikbi ang kapatid nya sa lakas ng iyak nya. "Oh! Wawa Hansol! Baka sakit ulo nya, Daddy baba! Tawag po tayo bulansya" Luna said, pointing her small finger to Hansol with her raven hair cascaded to her shoulder. Magulo ang buhok nya, akala mo pubic hair. Tinali ko naman yun kanina? Ang kulit kulit kasi.

"I swear, I did my best to tie her hair up, Luhan. I swear!" defensive na sabi naman ni Sehun nang mapansing sinusuri ko ang gulo gulong buhok ni Luna. Nagaalala ding napatingin sya kay Hansol. I won't deny it. But I could only see his sincerity in his eyes. How badly he wants to catch up with them, with our kids. "Luhan, I can wait. Alam ko hindi pa ito ang oras. Kung ayaw mo pang sabihin sa kanila, I'll respect that. I'll wait until you'll completely let me in.. in their world." Sehun said in a soft and calm voice.

At some point, Sehun is gradually changing. Calm, not authoritative for now. Well I don't know if he's just keeping this two faced just to get what he wants. But thank god, I don't need to deal with his possessive side. Yung punishment? Pakiramdam ko, nagaantay pa sya ng tamang panahon eh? Afterall forcing himself to me just like that, won't help him get want he wants. What do he expect from me? To spread my legs with open arms? Ha.

"Gutho ko na uwi! Appa! Appa ko! Appa! Thundo mo na ako!" Hansol cried out. He kept on pulling my shirt. "Appa Kharin ko! Appa! Appa! Ayoko na dito! Appa! Huhu! Eomma uwi mo na ako! Wawa appa dun bahay!" pagwawala nya. I guess, he knows it. He got it and rejected the thought of him being not a son of Kharin. "Tawag mo tya! Thundo nya ako! Eomma, tawag mo tya"

Nagkatinginan kami ni Sehun, "Kakausapin ko lang si Hansol. Ikaw na munang bahala kay Luna." sabi ko at tinanguan lang ako ni Sehun. Mahabang usapan pa to with Hansol.

"Bakit po? Anong chismis?" Luna asked. Binuhat sya ulit ni Sehun at inilabas agad mula sa kwarto. Chismis agad? Yung bata talaga na yun. Inilapag ko si Hansol dun sa kama. Wala ng luhang lumalabas sa pisngi nya at puro hikbi nalang. Kumuha ako ng tubig sa may bedside table at pinainom sya.

"Hansol," he cut me off.

"Appa! Si Kharin appa ko!" aniya.

He really got our conversation.

I brushed my finger through his hair. "But Hansol," Hinawakan ko ang kamay nya at napabuntong hininga, "I.. have something to tell you and I want you to listen to me carefully. Sehun is your real father and not Kharin. Masyado ka pang bata at di mo pa maiintindihan sa ngayon pero ito ang katotohanang gusto kong malaman mo. I know you're a smart kid, son. Take this how big boys should be." I told him in very calm way. Ayoko syang biglain at baka magtampo sya sa akin. Umokay na ang sinat nya pero mukha atang mabibinat pa sya eh.

"No!! No!! Appa Kharin lang!"

"Hansol, listen to me." I said.

"No!! Ayoko! Tinungaling ka!!" Tinangka nyang tumakbo pero nahabol ko sya. Ito na nga ba ang sinasabi ko eh. Inaalis nya yung kamay ko pero binuhat ko sya. Panay lang ang pagdyak nya at nagpupumilit bumaba. Hansol is quite stubborn. What do I expect from him? He likes Kharin so much, ito ang idolo nya but now this, sabi ko na nga ba at gulo lang dala ni Sehun sa buhay ko. Taena. Ang balak ko sana ibaon ang katotohanan.