HunHan [Book 3]: Dealing With Oh Sehun [BoyxBoy]

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Sehun

I quickly tossed my head to the other side when Yna kissed me on the lips and then, averted my gaze to Luhan with his poker and, impervious looks. I don't know if he's only pretending or maybe, he's really not bothered by it at all? Nakamove na ba sya talaga sa amin? Hindi na nga ba nya talaga ako mahal? I don't know if it's just really me and my hopes, held high, wanting us back.

Back on track again.

"Appa! Kain tayo pleathe?"

Hindi agad ako nakasagot sa sinabi ni Hanse dahil iniisip ko si Luhan at ang dinner namin kasama ng kambal. Though, hindi naman ito natuloy. This and that happened. Argh. Bakit sumakto pa kasing nagselos si Kyungsoo eh? He still easily get jealous. Either old, young and whatnot? Kahit ata pagpaldahin mo si Bakekang at akbayan ni Jongin, magseselos pa rin sya. Luhan and I used to get jealous oftentimes during our marriage and we'll make up and 'make love' the whole night.

I understand why Luhan hid the twins from me. Sa dami ng kasalanan ko sa kanya. Alam ko parusa ko yun. I sometimes wonder what he been through during his pregnancy. May morning sickness ba sya o hindi sya maselan katulad ng iba? Na sana nabuhat ko rin ang kambal nun. Kapag naiisip ko ang mga yun, lalo tuloy akong nilalamon ng pagsisisi. Pagsisisi sa lahat ng ginawa ko.

Kinuha ni Luhan ang plastic na hawak ko at napatingin kay Hanse. "Sige na, Sehun. Sa kanila ka na sumabay tutal, sila naman ang pamilya mo 'di ba? Mukhang gutom na ang anak nyo. Inaantay na rin ako ng kambal 'KO' sa bahay kasama si Kharin 'KO' kasi kakain na kami." sabi nya at tila binibigyang diin ang 'KO' sa sentences nya. Gusto ko sanang bawiin yung plastic ulit at ihatid sya kahit papaano pero kinukulit ako ni Hanse habang pumapadyak at buhat ko.

"Appa! Gutom na ato! Gutho ko po ng burger theak! Buy me one! Pleathe..?" Hanse said excitedly. Minsan lang naman kasi kami lumabas ng magkakasama kaya siguro naeexcite sya. Tinignan ko si Luhan pero nagiwas sya ng tingin. Gusto ko sana mabasa kung ano ang iniisip nya. Alam ko namang si Hanse ang nagbabalik sa alaala nya ng katarantaduhan ko at ang dahilan kung bakit kailangan namin maghiwalay.

"Onga, Sehun. Namimiss ka na rin naman ni Hanse eh. Hindi ka nya nakita ngayong araw. Ano bang kinakabusy-han mo?" Yna asked, fixing my collar. Hinawakan ko agad ang kamay nya at inalis. Yna is always trying to be a good wife and a mother to Hanse. She takes care of everything but I know 'today' is only for a show because Luhan is in front of us. And she knows I still love Luhan and I've never stopped loving him, always been him.

Luhan and I looked at each other. Unable to utter a word for a minute. "Hindi ba sinabi ni Sehun sayo yun? Bakit hindi mo naman sinabi sa asawa mo, Sehun? Nako naman to. Kahit kelan ka talaga! Pumayag syang pinturahan yung clinic ko, Yna. Ang bait ng asawa mo ano? Kawang gawa?" Luhan gibed. Yna then, looked at me as if asking for a confirmation with her stares. Pakiramdam ko lang ba to o Luhan is simply attacking her with his statement to make Yna worried and feel jealous or something..? It's in his voice.

"Ganun ba? Napagod ka ba, Sehun? Baka buong 'building' ang pinapintura sayo ng EX mo." Yna simpered and I held her hand to stop her from adding another word. Stop it, I whispered to her ear but she shoved my hand away. "Bakit hindi ang boyfriend mo ang pagpinturahin mo? O, maghire ka ng iba? Ay oo nga pala, when are you getting married, Luhan?" she added with a smirk.

"I don't think you'll like it if I tell you the reason behind why it's Sehun and not my boyfriend, Yna. Baka atakihin ka sa puso. Pinagiisipan pa namin." Luhan answered with a big yet fake smile. I know he's trying to be nice to chat with her. "Ngayong taon? Maybe? Or next year. Pwede din namang gawin ng biglaan." Nang sabihin ni Luhan yun ay sinulyapan nya ako. Alam ko naman na pinamumukha nya lang sa akin yun dahil gusto nyang tigilan ko na sya at sumuko na.