HunHan [Book 3]: Dealing With Oh Sehun [BoyxBoy]

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"Why didn't you tell me?"

Kharin gave me a reluctant smile. "I don't want you to hold back from being with Sehun. I don't want you to come to me because I'm sick. That's why I didn't tell you. I just don't want to make you feel responsible, Luhan." Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Naiiyak ako sa ginagawa ko kay Kharin. Bakit kasi naakit sya sa libagin kong baby bra? Anyone will be glad and happy to have Kharin in their life. He's an amazing person.

But foolish me, keep wanting Sehun.

"But I care for you." I murmured.

"I know."

"I'll be here." I told him.

"What about Sehun?"

"I'm sure he won't mind."

"He needs you. He's your husband." Dahil sa sinabi nya, nagulat ako. Alam na nya ang tungkol dun? Sinabi kaya ni Baekhyun? Sino ang nagsabi sa kanya? "Alam ko na tungkol dun, matagal na. Your father told me and he made sure, I won't get in the way. That news killed me but I accepted it. Alam ko naman ang nararamdaman mo, Luhan."

"What?"

"Everynight, you always call his name. Sometimes, you moan." I squinted my eyes at him. Not believing his words. "It's true. I wanted to be in your dreams pero kahit isang beses, hindi ako pumasok." aniya.

"I'm really the worst."

"Yet most beautiful. Amazing person." he said. Pinisil nya ang kamay ko. "I'll be fine. It's only a tumor. Your Dad gave me the best doctor around the city. Don't worry too much okay?" Kahit na may pagaalala, tumango ako at ngumiti din. Kharin and I exchanged warm smiles. The same warm smiles we shared all these years. "Luhan, don't come on that day. Last request."

"But... why?"

"You're in my heart anyway." Kharin said, winking. I know he's just trying to lighten up the mood, not to make me worry. "Seriously, don't."

"Eh bakit nga?"

"I'll keep this strong will to comeback and see you. So I can survive. I want to see you smile kahit si Sehun pa ang nasa tabi mo. You and the twins's happiness is my only happiness." Kharin added. Lalong bumigat ang dibdib ko. Iniwas ko ang mukha ko para punasan ang luha ko. I desperately need my baby bra right now para iangat ang bigat eh.

Napakaselfless nyang tao.

"If I met you first, I'll definitely fall for that." Nakangiting sabi ko. Tumawa sya.

"Maybe, I should have knocked you off your feet before Sehun did.. Too bad. I have no match. You know." natawa ako. Tanginers, aminado sya.

Si Malak Que at Miley It.

I stayed in the hospital for a few hours. We talked about our struggles together. I loved Kharin, sincerely too. He made me happy in simplest ways, and all his jokes. He was my strength. I leaned on him and I feel so guilty for turning my back when he needed me. He should be mad at me, still his love prevails. I shouldn't have picked another unique flower like him when I still want my favorite one.

Pagdating ko sa bahay nila Baekhyun para sunduin ang kambal eh, ang ingay sa loob.

"Eonni chan!"