Supernatural Imagines

35. Harm (Sam x Reader)

THIS WAS REQUESTED/POSTED ON MY TUMBLR!

I decided I will be posting some of the stories that I've posted on Tumblr here, just because we aren't getting requests very often anymore!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 7K THAT'S SO HUGE, AND WE'RE SO THANKFUL.

okay, sorry i'm a mess..

Dedicated to @PureAwesomeness001

Imagine Sam seeing your self harm scars..

CONTAINS CONTENT ABOUT SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION!

You were sitting in the bathroom against the door crying. Your best friend of 5 years, a hunter, was killed. It felt like everything in the world was falling apart. It was taking everything in you not to get the blades out from under the sink.

A sudden knock on the door caught you off guard, making you jump.

"Yeah?" you choked out trying to mask the crying. You could hear Sam sigh,

"Hey y/n, is.. god.. is everything alright?" he said sadness weighing in his voice. He'd become close with your friend as well.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine," you say standing up. When you look in the mirror your eyes are a little red, but after you wipe away the tears it isn't painfully obvious you've been crying. You pull your long sleeved shirt higher up on your palm, and then unlock the door.

When you open it Sam jumps startled. His forehead is creased and he looks distressed. You just look down and try to walk past him, but he grabs your arm. He pulled you to him, and he just looked you in the eyes,

"I'm so so sorry. I could have done more but.. I just wasn't thinking, I'm so sorry," he shamed casting his eyes down to your hands. You see his forehead crease up even more. Confused you look down and notice that your sleeve has ridden up revealing the many scars.

You yank your hand away from him and start to flee the room, but he's faster. He runs around you to the door and locks it. He turns around and grabs your hands as the tears are brimming up.

He was going to be so disappointed and he just.. he wouldn't understand.

But as you closed your eyes and breathed in a deep sigh, you felt Sam's lips on your wrist. He was kissing your scars.

When he looked up at your again he had tears running down his cheeks,

"I need you to know how much I love you, and not just in the friend way. I've been in love with you since the day I met you, and I want to make you so happy that you never have another bad thought again."

Your breathing hitched and you felt a tear run down your face. Instead of saying anything you just close the space between you guys. You hugged him, and just sobbed.

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This was extremely serious, and due to privacy and seriousness of the topic I will not be sharing the username of the requester.

Thank you all so much for reading and getting SPN Imagines to 7k, that is such a huge thing for us,and now I think it's time to promote my other books!

Please go check out Runaway, it's a book I'm trying very hard to complete, and i enjoy it so much, it would mean the world if you read it.

Something big is coming at 10k, so let's make it there!

Thank you all so much again,

Remember to Always Keep Fighting because You Are Not Alone,

Kay