Ghost Bird Drabbles

Heartbroken

*This is why I can't listen to sad music.*

~Sang's Point of View~

I honestly thought they would be my family forever. My always and forever.

It was lies. All of it.

I wish I could say I hated them. But I couldn't even do that. I loved them so much, it hurt.

My heart felt like it collapsed into my chest...crumbling into thousands of tiny pieces.

If I thought I was damaged before...I was now truly broken.

Nothing could fix this loneliness, pain, and betrayal.

I couldn't decide what was worse.

The fact that I was still in love with them all or that I thought they all had loved me back.

What a stupid, horrible plan. I almost wished I never met them.

Almost...

It was the almost part that kept me from breathing steadily.

I knew it was idiotic, but there was still a part of me that was glad that I met the boys.

Even if meeting them and loving them broke me.

Now all that's left is knowing my mother was right.

No one would ever love me for forever.