Lost (Sequel)

How it all happened

I know some of y'all have asked me to explain what happened between Bey and Jay so here it is. 

(Jay's P.O.V.)

'Jay, I cannot believe you did this to me!' She said with tears in her eyes

'Bey, please, I was thinking about you the whole time!'

'I do not want to hear it! I WANT YOU OUT!'

'This is my house too!'

'Fine then I'll leave! And I'll take my children with me!' I saw her packing a bag very angrily. I couldn't believe what I've done, why did I let myself be seduced by that other woman? Now my marriage is over thanks to her and well, me.

 'Bey, no, you stay, I'll leave' I finally said, she looked up at me and raised an eyebrow like she does when she's mad. 'Just promise me that I'll be able to see my children and that eventually we can talk this out and try to work things out'

'Jay, I'd never forbid you of seeing your children. I do NOT want to talk things out with you'

'Bey...'

'Just go Jay' She simply said

From that moment on I left my house and my wife to go live in my NY loft. It was a bachelor pad and I did NOT like to be a bachelor, I wanted my wife again, I love her so much, I want her so bad. I went to visit my children every weekend, Bey wouldn't even look at me. I asked her if we could talk but she didn't want anything to do with me. I was so depressed I couldn't even get out of my sweatpants all day long drinking bear and eating junk food.

Tho one day Ye was trying to cheer me up and he took me to a strip club, we got drunk and all I could think about was Bey. It was already 12PM when I decided, in the worst of my ideas, to go down there and see her. Completely drunk I knocked on the door and waited for an answer for what seemed like hours. She answered the door with only a robe on, looking sleepy

'What are you doing? The kids are asleep' she said

'I wanted to see you'

'Well you did, now leave' She said closing the door but I stopped with my foot. Something inside me just made me angry about the treatment I was getting from her, she was my wife! She couldn't treat me like that

'No, I won't leave. I'll stay'

'Are you drunk? Oh my god Jay you smell like alcohol'

'That's right! You are my wife'

'Jay, you are scaring me, please leave or I'll call the cops' I got even angrier at that so I approached her and grabbed her, putting my hand on her mouth so she wouldn't scream 'Shhh' Afterwards I can't really remember anything. I just know that I woke in the middle of the night and I had her on my arms. At first I was happy but then I realized what I had done. I had raped her and beat her, she was full of bruises, shaking like crazy and crying on my chest 'Bey?' He body shivered

'Jay, please leave, please' she said crying, I got up and looked at her, her clothes were torn and she was covering herself with her hands

'Bey I...Didn't mean to hurt you'

'Just go, please' she said crying again. I got up and got dressed and left feeling horrible about myself. After that, the way she treated me was different, she looked scared around me and she wouldn't be rude to me, wouldn't even look at me, but still she was treating me better. Although I was still feeling guilty about what I had done I went over to her place, this time completely sober at about 10PM

'Jay, no, go away' I didn't say anything I just entered the house and she slowly walked away without taking her eyes from me

'This is my house' I said 'I want to come back'