My Princess Tiara (BOOK 3)

Chapter 71 - Brownie's Broken

{ TESSA POV }

"Mummy say mummy no leave me!" Tiara cried as she was taken away, I cried hard, not knowing what to do. Niall glares at me with hating eyes, I was the one to blame, I was the messed up one, I was the broken one. I stand out my wheelchair, running towards my baby, my daughter. My legs stumble for a few steps before I get too week and fall to the ground. I scream Tiara's name but she was way gone.

"This is your fault! How could you?!" Liam shouts in my face.

"What's wrong with you?!" Zayn spat.

Paparazzi were beginning to surround me, shouting my name.

"Tessa!"

"Tessa!"

"Tess!"

"Tess wake up!" I was shaken awake by Melody, a worried look on her face.

"Where's Tiara?!" I gasp, wiping the tears from my eyes and kicking the duvet off of my sweaty body.

"Niall brought her to nursery, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." I lie, smiling to confirm it.

I wince in pain as I sit up carefully, stupid god damn ribs.

"I'll get your pain killers and antidepressant. I'll be back." Melody skips off, leaving me alone in the huge bed.

"We have to take your daughter away from you."

The words echoed through my mind, why? Why? I was stable enough! I can fix this depression, I will fix everything, everything. They can't take my happiness away from me, I refuse it.

Nobody takes my daughter, nobody.

I thank Melody, taking the tablets and swallowing each one with a glass of water. I coughed and choked slightly but I knew I had to take it. For my baby.


{ NIALL POV }

Tiara was screaming, no howling. She was gripping onto my tightly, screaming for me.

"Daddy I no like school!" She screams, endless rivers down her cheeks.

I kiss her forehead, letting Belle take her in.

"Daddy no love Tiarwa! Go way! I love mummy no daddy!" She shouts, before she was out of my hearing.

I do love her, I love her with all my heart, I don't want to pick her up. He hates me, and this time. She admitted it. She only loved Tessa, not me. Why would she love me?

I storm back into the house, running upstairs. Tessa was sat in bed, Melody had just left, I thanked her. I need to buy her something, a gift to thank her.

"Tiara hates me!" I announce, stripping down to my boxers and joining Tessa in bed.

"She doesn't, she loves you." Tessa tells me, biting onto an apple.

"She told me, she told me she only loves you." I tell her, taking the apple out of her hand and taking a bite.

"She said it out of anger, she loves you."

"She doesn't! I don't get that pap, why the fuck would he tell Tiara that we don't love her, he's pathetic!" I yell.

"Calm down, we just need to make sure Tiara's safe. I need to learn how to walk and get rid of his depression and we'll be all happy." Does she not understand? The fact she was so calm it angered me.

"Are you not listening?! Our daughter hates me and you're going on about your fucking life!" I bellow, purely out of my anger. I soon regret it once I see Tessa's face.

"No, I didn't mean it princess, it was out of anger."

"Like Tiara! But obviously this is different!"

"No Princess"

I watch as Tessa gets out of bed, standing up and running out the room, she can walk? I hear a crash outside then Tessa sobbing, I run instantly to help her up.

"Don't walk, you're too weak." It was like she forgot all about our slight argument earlier, hugging me tightly.

"I need to walk Niall! I need to" she cried. Why are both my princesses hating me today? I'm a terrible person.

"Shh, you'll get there soon." I soothe her, sitting down in the hallway and caressing her.

"You don't understand! If I don't walk soon they'll take Tiara way! Niall everything is messed up! I'm going to lose her!"

"We won't lose Tiara," I tell her, kissing her forehead repeatedly .

"Niall! The office man said they will take her away! They say I'm not stable to look after her!"

That's when I finally understood it all. That was when I started crying with her. I don't know if I should be mad, if Tessa didn't have depression and anorexia we wouldn't be in this mess, but it was my fault she was in this mess.

It was all my fault.

"We won't let them take her away without a fight, princess." I tell her, carrying her bridal style.

"You need to rest princess." I tell her, kissing her on her lips and putting her into bed.

"I'll wake you up for physio, I love you, and so does Tiara, don't forget that."

(A/N DON'T FORGET THAT MEMORIESS!! I CRY COS I HATE GROWING OLD AND FLASHBACKS ARE JUST TERRIFYING.)

I let her sleep, putting an alarm on for when she had physiotherapy. I then slip in beside her, letting her cuddle against my body. My poor, poor princess.

"I love you princess, so so much. We won't let them take our little princess. I promise you."

.........

I wake up to the annoying sounds of marimba. I stretch my arm out, grabbing the phone and sliding the alarm off. I then proceed to waking Tessa up, ready for another session of physiotherapy. Yay.


{ BELLE POV }

Tiara was so distant from me today, she ignored me, she ignored everybody, answering me with a nod or a shake of the head. In all honesty, it hurt me. It hurt me to see her like this, so sad. No two year old should go through things like this, especially somebody like Tiara.

"Tiara do you and Brownie want to cook some dinner with me?" I ask her, pointing towards the play kitchen set. She shakes her head at me, running off.

I sigh, following after her. Once I was nearby, she continues to run, run around the nursery. This was until she drops Brownie and Sammy, a small brunette little boy picked it up.

"Give it back!" Tiara holds her hand out for Sammy to pass over the bear.

"My mummy say you say please and thank you." He tells he.

"Give it back!" Tiara screams, lunging for the bear.

They continue to fight for the bear before a rip is heard, it wasn't bad, a tiny rip on the ear of Brownie.

"Brownie!" Tiara screams, sobbing instantly.

Sammy runs off, he seemed to be scared as Tiara sat there crying for the second time today. I run over, picking the bear off the ground and handing it to Tiara.

"It broken!" She screamed.

"It can be fixed." I tell her, lifting her to the medical room so she wasn't gaining attention from the other toddlers in the room.

"No! Mummy buy for Tiara! Brownie my best friend! It broken!" She stomps, jumping up and down. She refused to stay still, she had gone slightly crazy, running around and crying in the small medical room.

"Tiara it's only a small rip." I tell her.

"No!" She screams.

"Do you want me to call your daddy and pick you up?" I ask her.

"Yes! Call him now!" She tells me, continue to move around the room.

I leave her in the room, sitting Brownie on the chair. I go to the small office and grab the phone.

"So are you calling?" Sally asks, coming into the room.

"Mr Horan." I tell her, looking through the register and dialling he number by Tiara's name.

"Hello?" Niall's Irish accent was clear through the phone, he seemed to be panting.

"Hello, Mr Horan, it's Belle." I tell him.

"Is everything okay?" He asks without a second beat.

"No, it's not, can you come over and pick your daughter up and I'll explain everything."

"Sure." Niall replies, the phone call ending.

As Sally leaves the room, I quickly heck my phone, I had one message.

*Hello! Xx* it was from Louis.

I felt a tingling feeling in my stomach as I replied with the same type of message. I quickly locked my phone, going towards the entrance where Niall was already running towards.

"I came here as fast as I could, where is she?" He asked.

I wish I had such a caring dad... I guide him through the nursery, telling him the story on the way. Cerys, a little ginger girl crashes into Niall without knowing, falling flat on her bum. I lift her up quickly, making sure she wasn't going to cry.

"Your on Tiara's lunch box!" She points at Niall, amazement on her face.

"I know." He chuckled at her, before following me to the medical room.

"Go in by yourself." I tell him, letting him open the door. I leave him to it, going back to Cerys who was staring at Niall.


{ NIALL POV }

When I go into the small medical room, I saw what I didn't expect. Tiara running around, crying, jumping, stomping. She was enraged, she was shouting at nothing in particular. I catch her, scooping her up in my arms and snuggling her to my chest. I sit down on a plastic chair, letting Tiara calm down, I hold her tightly, restraining her from kicking me.

"Tell daddy what happened" I say, once she calmed down.

"Daddy Brownie break!"

"We can fix it munchkin, it's okay."

"No not!" She screams once more more.

I decide not to argue with her, letting her scream and shout and let it all out.

(A/N see what I did there(; )

Her movements began to move slower, her screams getting quieter.

"That's it munchkin, go to sleep, daddy's here." I tell her, rubbing her back soothingly.

I feel her head drop onto my shoulder, signalling she had fell asleep. I lift her up, grabbing Brownie and leaving the medical room. I thank Belle once again before waving the nursery, making sure to grab Tiara's coat and lunchbox. I buckle Tiara into her baby seat, kissing her forehead and putting Brownie onto her lap.

I drive to where Tessa was still doing her physiotherapy. I get Tiara, Brownie and her lunchbox. Tiara moves slightly, mumbling some incoherent words. I rub her back again, reassuring her that I was still here. I tell the reception lady I was here with Tessa then I go into the room where Tessa was strengthening her legs by walking with crutches.

"How are you doing princess?" I ask her, manoeuvring myself around the equipment in the room and putting Tiara down on a sponges bed like sofa.

"I'm doing alright! How's Tiara?"

"She's okay, she's just fell asleep from crying and screaming though.

"What happened?!" Tessa jerks slightly, Emily telling her to calm down quickly.

"A boy broke Brownie, but it's not that broken, just a little bit.

"Oh right," Tessa walks past again, the crutches keeping her legs stronger.

I sit by Tiara, stroking her hair. I don't know how she managed to be sucking her thumb but she was. I kiss her on the forehead. Pushing her hair back from her face. Nobody was taking her away from us, nobody.

When Tiara wakes up, Tessa was laid onto the ground, her legs facing up in a weird way. She giggled at her, pointing and laughing.

"Oi munchkin!" I nudge her with a chuckle, telling her to be quiet. I open up the pack lunch for her, letting her eat her lunch to keep her occupied.

"Daddy?" Tiara offered me her last sandwich, waving it in my face.

I take the sandwich off of her, eating it up with a smile, has she forgotten she hates me? Tessa finished up, sitting in the wheelchair while Emily pushed her over.

"So you're coming with us to America?" I ask her.

"Yeah, I'll be looking after Tessa if she needs anything. Maybe one more session I think she'll be on crutches."

"That's great!" I smile, hugging Tessa awkwardly as she was on the wheelchair.

"Did you bring any pain killers?"

"No, damn."

"I'll get some," Emily jogs off.

"She's nice." I nod.

"She is," Tessa agreed.

"And how are you?" Tessa cooed to Tiara. She was eating a grape.

"Food!" Tiara claps.

"Does mummy not get a hug or a kiss?!"

Tiara clambered off the sponge bed sofa thing and I lifted her onto Tessa's lap. Tiara kissed Tessa on the lips then hugged her tightly.

"Mummy when you fly with Tiarwa?" She asks.

"Umm, I'm not sure, daddy knows."

"Next week." I smile.

"Do Tiarwa still go school?"

"Tomorrow."

"I no like school."

"Nobody does munchkin."

"I don't want go school."

"You have to."

"No!"

"Then you can't fly."

"Mummy daddy mean!" Tiara whined.

"Daddy's being honest, if you go to school and be a good girl, mummy will buy you something."

"What buy?!"

"It's a secret."

"Mummy! Please!"

"No, you'll have to find out.

"Daddy!

"Don't you even try."


{ TESSA POV }

I thank Emily for the pain killer and water and take them on my way out. Tiara grimaces at me in confusion. I laugh at her, giving the glass back to Emily and telling her that I will see her tomorrow. Tiara hugs me tightly as Niall continues to wheel is out.

"Tiara why are you hugging me?" I giggle.

"Cos I love mummy!" Tiara giggled. I imagine what if they take Tiara away, I would miss these moments, those random moments when she tells me she loves me.

"I love you too, I love you too." I tell her, meaning it so, so much.


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