When We Broke-up

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HER

Napabalikwas agad ako kasi nakasandal pala ako sa kanya. He just chuckled at nagbasa ulit.

He's wearing those glasses and it suits on him. It makes him hotter. He just smirked na parang napansin niya yata ako na nakatitig sa kanya.

"Did I wake you up?"

He asked then I shook my head as an answer. He just simply nodded and nagbasa ulit.

I woke-up leaning on his shoulders and hugging his arms--like before. I miss hugging him and leaning on his shoulders and hugging him not just his arms...

I want too but I can't...

Sumandal na lang ako at pumikit. I felt na na may namumuo sa mata ko. And I just realized na luha pala yun.

Pinahid ko ito agad agad then tumingin sa isang side. Marami ng tao na natutulog.

I looked at my watch--7:16 pm. palang pero marami ng tao ang natutulog...

I miss this man beside me. I want to tell him that he's my everything. He's my love of my life.

Mahal niya pa ba ako? I want to ask him but I'm afraid and I know this isnt the right time to ask him--paano kung huli na ang lahat?

"Why arent you sleeping? Kanina ang sarap ng tulog mo..."

Napalingon agad ako and he still wearing those glasses and he smiled and showing his dimples.

"U-Uh nagpapaantok..."

I said then I looked away. I heard him deep breathe and tumingin sa bintana. Yumuko na lang ako...

Bakit kinakabahan ako when Im with him? I hope this is only a temporary feeling. He's my everything and God knows that.

Sinadya ba to ng pilot? Patabihin ba naman ako sa kanya?

When you are with the person you love most, every pain you have and every sadness you feel, fades away instantly.

I just wish that time would stop here. Where we are so happy together. I don't want to see the last day of us coming. Because, I'm just scared of losing him.

I want him back. But I know na hindi na yun mangyayari. I still love him, nakahawak parin ako kahit bumitaw na siya.

"They miss you..."

Napatingin agad ako sa kanya and he take off his glasses and looked at me. Kumunot noo ko at humarap sa kanya.

"What do you mean?"

He chuckled and look through my eyes. May pinapahiwatig.

"Our fans. ADN, Maichard nation..."

His voice broke na parang iiyak. I took a deep breathe at napayuko. Umupo siya ng maayos.

"Y-Yeah..."

Wala na akong masabi. I miss our fans too. Their funny tweet/memes. Their sweet tweets or messages for me.

"Why do you need to run away?"

He asked then I gulped. Why do you need to know RJ? Its my choice and he needs to respect that.

"You dont need to know."

I said coldly then I heard him deep breathe then I just shook my head. I'm still angry at him but I love him.

"Nicomaine, you dont need to be cold at me."

After he said that, I just chuckled and looked at him. I need to be like this. I need to be cold at him.

"I must."

"No."

I glared at him then he looked away. Great Nicomaine, hayaan mo siya maghabol. Huwag kang assuming, wala pang sinasabi kung mahal ka pa niya. Yeah.

"It's my choice to be cold at you or not."

After I said that ay napabalikwas na lang ako at sumandal sa isang side. Ayoko na siyang makausap--kahit mahirap.

"Why do you need to do this Maine?"

"Do what Mr. Richards?"

I smirked and looked at him. He smirked back and wore his glasses--nagpapacute psh.

"Are you challenging me Nicomaine?"

"Why would I do that? Ofcourse not."

Just keep chillin. I'm making him mad, and its okay. Continue Nicomaine.

"Why a sudden change? Kanina maganda ka namang kausap. Ano nangyari?"

"May mga bagay na pabago-bago."

He just shook his head and nagbasa na lang. Baka hindi na ako nakayanan. Pero bakit pa kailangang humugot?

I shook my head then pinikit na lang ang mga mata ko. Nakaramdam na rin kasi ako ng antok.

******

HIM

Napangiti na lang ako habang pinagmamasdan ang maamo niyang pagmumukha.

Nagsungit nanaman ang isang Nicomaine na minahal ko noon--hanggang ngayon.

Isinandal ko ang ulo niya sa balikat ko. Sumandal na rin ako sa kanya. Sweet diba? I missed this.

I kissed her forehead then iniyakap ang braso niya. Sinusulit ko na ang mga oras. Alam kong hindi ko na magagawa ang mga ito. Hanggang tulog siya ay hindi niya alam ang ginawa ko.

I tried to kiss her--wala namang makakakita sa amin. Wala rin naman nakakakilala sa amin dito sa eroplano so okay lang

"Oh gosh what are you doing?!"

Napabalikwas ako then she glared at me. Wrong move RJ. I told myself.

"N-Nothing..."

"Anong nothing? Are you trying to kiss me?"

I chuckled then mas inilapit ang mukha ko sa mukha niya. She flushed then I smirked at her.

"Yeah."

Mas lalong lumaki ang mga mata niya when I said that. I want to laugh but I forced not to.

"Whatever."

Umupo siya then inirapan ako. A sudden change of mood. Great Nicomaine. That's why I love you.

"Okay, I'm sorry for doing that."

"Buti at may balak ka pang magsorry."

I know may ibang term ang sinabi niya. She's referring to our break-up. Hindi pa ba siya nakakamove-on?

"Matutulog na ako."

I said then pumikit ako. I know she's staring at me. I chuckled and binuksan ang isa kong mata and I saw her staring at me.

She pouted het lips and looked away, nakaramdam ako ng guilt. Bakit ko ba siya iniinis? Close ba kami?

You broke her heart. Bakit mo pa siya iniinis? Huwag kang feeling close RJ.

I opened my eyes, she looked at me then she just shook her head for no reason.

"Oh? Bakit hindi ka pa natutulog?"

I asked then ngumiti lang siya ng mapait. Then tumitig siya sa akin. Naluluha ang mga mata niya.

"Why are you crying?"

Pinahid niya yun then she chuckled and napatawa lang.

"No I'm not crying."

She simply said then I hugged her as tight as I can. She didn't hug back.

"Why are you doing these things RJ? Why?"

She whispered.

"Because I still love you...."

Please love me back. Please love me like you loved me before. Please...