When We Broke-up

10

HIM

I took a deep breathe when I entered the prescon, they all smiled--mga plastik. I just chuckled then umupo na sa may gitna.

"We can start now."

I said then they all turn their cameras on, I glanced at them theyre already ready. I took a deep breathe first before answering their questions.

"If ever po, papayag ka po ba ulit na magkaroon ng new loveteam?"

I glared at him and I saw him swallowed, what kind question is that? Psh.

"No."

I said then he just nodded, I just chuckled at the guy. Then I look at the girl who seems so nervous.

"U-Uhm, sorry for this question but do you still want to see Maine if ever po na magkikita kayo?"

"Of course, I love her..."

I said then they all smiled then I just smiled sadly at them. Theyre all hoping na babalik na si Meng, I know malapit na. She's already home.

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HER

I arched my eyebrow when I watched his interview. I love her huh? If you love me why did you let me go? Why did he let me leave? Why does he need to hurt me? Why does he need to act that he doesnt seems to care at me at all?

It hurts RJ....

I just felt that my tears are already flowing at my cheeks, I wiped it then I saw my Sister Coleen glanced at me then she walks towards me.

"M-Meng..."

I took a deep breathe then I smiled at her sadly, she just brushed her fingers through my hair. She giggled then sat beside me.

"Kahit anong mangyari, nandito lagi ako sayo Meng."

"Thank you Ate Coleen."

She nodded then she hugged me and I hug her back, ang sakit sakit parin. Ang sakit parin ng ginawa ni RJ

"I know na sinaktan ka niya Meng pero hayaan mo siya magkandahirap para makuha ka niya ulit. I know you Maine, bibigay ka ulit. Huwag kang magpaloko sa mga charms niya. Sa mga dimples niyang hindi naman cute..."

She said then I just laugh when she said that, she's really good at joking. I nodded then she giggled and I am too.

"I already learned my lessons Ate, I still love him but my mind forced me not too, because I can feel na sasaktan niya ulit ako..."

She smiled sadly while I'm talking about him. I smiled back.

"Take your time to heal this--your heart Meng, I know na may sugat parin yan even years na ang lumipas. Memories can be forgotten but the pain? No."

"You're right, I'm too stupid because I let myself fell for him. Kahit binalaan na ako ng ibang tao na mag-ingat, mas inuna ko ang sarili ko..."

I love him--but I hate him, I let myself fell for him, It's time to heal this broken heart. This is the time to move-on....

If he still loves me why does he need to confuse me? Why didnt he tell me that he still loves me before I ran-away? Why does he need to watch me leave? Why?

Loving him was like heaven but hurts like hell...

I dont want him back in my life again, I dont want him to love me again and I dont want to see him again. I dont want him begging at me and saying that he loves me because he needs me.

I want him to need me because he loves me. Not because he loves me because he needs me.

I want him before but now? I dont want him, I dont him to be part of my life again, I dont want him to be so special to me again. I dont want him to break my heart again. I just want him to realized that I'm too special. Its too late.

I want to see him crying and begging to love him again, if ever na mangyari yon? Mas papahirapan ko pa siya, I want to break his heart--if I can. I want him to cry because of me.

I want him to be hurt because of me. I want him to feel what I felt before. I want him to be broken into pieces. Like mine. I want him to feel unlove and unspecial. Like he did to me.

I smirked. I want him to be hurt.

I want him to beg, cry, and hurt. I want him to realized that he shouldnt hurt me before.

I want him to beg, I want him to kneel down just to love him again. But no. I want him to do everything just to love him back again. I want him to sacrifice.

I want him to love me more than himself.

"I want him to feel unworthy because of me."

"M-Meng, revenge is not one of the best options."

I glanced at her and smirked. I chin up before I speak.

"Yes it is, I want him to cry, beg because of me. I want him to do everything just for me."

"M-Meng naman..."

"Ibahin mo na ako Ate Coleen, I want to take a revenge..."

She took a deep breathe then she just grind her teeth before walking away...

This time? Ako naman, ako naman ang mananakit sa ating dalawa RJ, I'm not one of your toys anymore. Hindi ko na ako kayang paglaruan. Ikaw na ang iiyak, magkakandahirap dahil sa akin.

I want to take a revenge...