19. I'M SO STUPID

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Dear Ashton,

You approached me earlier today, asking me for some advice about asking someone out. I didn't exactly know why you would ask me, of all people, considering the fact that I haven't really been active in the relationship department and I have never asked anyone out. But I have seen a few movies and all of them basically implied the same thing - just do it, and be yourself.

I knew that I was practically shoving a knife straight through my own chest by giving you this kind of advice, knowing exactly who you wanted to ask out and it was not me. I couldn't blame you for giving me this kind of heartache when I was the one who decided to help you in getting the girl, and I was the one who pushed you into mustering up the courage to ask her out. And you did.

I am so stupid.

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douBLE UPDATE BC IT'S LUKE'S 20TH BIRTHDAY HOLLA HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE

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