Dear Ashton,
It's all my fault. I knew what I was getting myself into when I decided to help you win her heart, but that didn't make it hurt any less. In fact, I think that it made everything hurt ten times more. I knew that I would regret bringing you together, and I convinced myself that seeing you happy was all that mattered, even if your happiness meant that I needed to learn how to survive with a broken heart.
I do love seeing you happy, don't get me wrong. But every time you show everyone just how much you love her, I die just a little bit more inside.
You're happy. And I'm dead.
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SHE'S NOT ME ( ASHTON IRWIN )
Fanfictionin which a lovestruck teen writes letters to a boy who is in love with someone else ( cover template by @estreIIas ) jess © 2016
