you are not alive, but you live for the days when anything goes.
when you find yourself cheering on a fence as it swings open,
when you draw a love-heart in the dirt on your leg,
when you trudge through the tall grass instead of walking through the freshly mowed path.
you run around singing fall out boy and become frustrated with your chickens because listen to me you dipshit, there's lots of bugs over there.
you drink iced tea that's not ridiculously priced and the boy over the fence smiles and laughs and says he'd like to be your friend.
you stand in the shower smiling because you're going to write this poem and it's going to be great.
you watch your favourite movie and you write this poem.
you realise that today, today is the day that you're happy because you realised that you don't deserve to feel like shit.
today is the day that you start new because you realised that you don't need to set yourself on fire to keep others warm.
you realised that it doesn't matter who's on what side and what other people think, because you finally did it and you're finally happy again.
fuck u all, goodbye
