i never expected this.
since we were kids you've had a little space in my heart that grew and grew.
and now here we are.
here i am.
praying i don't fuck this up.
the last thing i want is to hurt you but i've hurt so many people and i'm so used to being told i'm manipulative and evil.
but you've got me now.
and i'm going to try my little heart out to be good for you.
i'm going to be better than i was the first time around.
