it hurts when your body is forcing you to apologise.
the words
'i'm sorry if you regret me'
spilling out of your anxious dry heaves.
the words
'i'm sorry i'm drunk'
clinging to your tears and falling onto his skin.
it hurts when you've been hurt before and all it makes you want to do is say sorry.
and you're sorry you're annoying.
you're sorry you're panicking.
you're sorry you love so hard.
you're sorry you've driven them to repulsion at the immediate thought of even opening your messages.
it hurts when you feel like you have to apologise for existing.
