so i am currently sat outside in my garden writing this because it is thirty degrees in the uk atm, also, I am sad because this will be ending soon :(
Phil:
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I had never found the big deal about love. Yes, I always wanted to fall in love and be with my soulmate but with me being such a weird child (which my parents jokingly confirmed) I never thought that it would ever happen.
So to know that I had two people in love with me, I didn't know what to do.
It's not like I didn't love Ryan. I did. Me and him had the bond of soulmates, albeit it being incorrect. I knew that Dan was my true soulmate and he is my first love. The guilt was eating me alive, I was hurting them both by stringing them along and I never wanted to be that person.
I had avoided the both of them the best I can but when you live in a small neighbourhood that isn't easy.
Then Chris' words echoed around in my head.
I knew that in the end that his advice is what I would have to go for but I just really really didn't want to. The heartbreak I would cause is not something I'm willing to think about but I guess it's worth it for Dan's happiness.
This had always been for Dan's happiness, of course mine too but mainly his because I cared about him most and I never wanted to see him upset as long as I lived.
So I got a piece of paper out of my drawer and I started to write.
Chris was right, there was no other way to go about this.
Dan,
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Incandescent | Phan
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