Pushing Me Away {A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction}

Chapter 1

"You better get home at 10:00pm tonight,"

My dad yelled as I grabbed my bag full of music sheets, I ran out of the door and yelled bye. 

My dad was way too strict, he expects me to be studying all of the time so that I can get in to Harvard, I don't want to go to Harvard, I have a better and BIGGER plan for my future, and my dad is far from being in it. 

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As I got in to the empty performing room, I walked up to the mic stand on the stage, I turned on the music and grabbed my guitar and started singing away, 

"Putting my defenses up, 'cause I don't wanna fall in love, if I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack.

Never put my love out on the line, never said yes to the right guy never had trouble getting what I want, but when it comes to you I'm never good enough. 

When I don't care, I can play him like a Ken doll, won't wash my hair, and make 'em bounce like a basketball.

But you make me wanna act like a girl, painting my nails and wear high heels, yes you, make me so nervous that I just cant hold your hand.

You make me glow

But I cover up won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up 

'cause I don't wanna fall in love, I'd I ever did that, I think i'd have a heart attack, I think I'd have a heart attack, I think I'd have a heart attack."

I stopped when I noticed someone standing in the back, they started to approach but I packed my things and started to walk off the stage. I felt a hand pull me back up, 

"Love, why did you stop?"

The shadow said in a british accent, 

"Uh, I didn't think anyone else was in here, sorry, the stage is all yours." 

The shadow stepped in to the light and he turned out to be really, and I mean REALLY intriguing, 

"This stage is big enough for the two of us now isn't it?" 

The sincerity in his delicate voice gave me goose bumps, 

"I thought maybe you wanted it to yourself?" 

It sounded more like a question than an answer,

"Wheres the fun in that love? Besides you have an amazing voice, I could listen to your voice until I die if I had the choice!" 

I let out a small laugh because this guy was obviously bluffing, 

"That's not what my dad tells me!" 

He gasped and covered his mouth with his left hand, 

"You're father must be a total doorknob for not acknowledging his daughters God given talent!"

I laughed at how serious he thought he was being, but this guy wasn't winning anything with me, 

"You're very judgmental for a guy who doesn't even know my name." 

He shook his head and held out his hand, 

"I'm Louis, and what's your name love?" 

I shook his hand. I blushed whenever he called me love, 

"I'm Jenny." 

He smiled, 

"It's nice to meet you Jenny." He kneeled in front of me and took my hand and kissed it.

He got up and took my hand and lead me to the microphone, 

"Sing for me love." 

I took a step back, 

"No Louis." 

He looked at me shocked, 

"Excuse me?" 

He put his hands on his hips dramatically,

"I said no Louis, I will not sing for you." 

He acted as if his heart was hurt, 

"Why not? I want to have a heart attack and fall for you even more than I already am." 

I laughed, this could not be real.

"This bullshit only happens in the movies, your way too nice and good looking to trust." 

He looked flattered but disgusted at the same time, 

"Love, this is not the movies, wake up and smell the petunias, I just want you to sing for me!" 

He was starting to get on my nerves.

Before I could say no, he grabbed my music bag and started running in to the dark rows, I couldn't see him anymore,

"Louis, give me back my bag!" 

I couldn't see him but I could hear him scream, 

"Not until you finish the song" 

I looked at my watch noticing it was almost time for me to get home before my dad gets pissed, 

"Fine, but I'm not singing for you, it's because of something you wouldn't care about!"

I went up to the stage and turned the music back on, 

"The feelings get lost in my lungs. There burning I'd rather be numb, and there's no one else to blame, so scared I take off and I run, I'm flying too close to the sun, and I burst in to flames, flames. 

You make me glow

But I cover up won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up 

'cause I don't wanna fall in love, I'd I ever did that, I think i'd have a heart attack, I think I'd have a heart attack (heart attack), I think I'd have a heart attack (tack), Oh I think I'd have a heart attack (tack), I think I'd have a heart attack."

I stopped and looked at the seats, 

"I sang for you, are you happy now?"

I jumped when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist, 

"I'm ecstatic, here's your bag."

As he handed me the bag I took his arms off of me and walked off the stage, 

"Where are you going love?"

I looked back at him, 

"Home where I'm supposed to be right now." 

Before he could reply I walked out and ran home because I was almost past curfew and my dad would totally freak out if he found out that I wasn't studying but that I was singing and spending time with a boy.