Pushing Me Away {A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction}

Chapter 21

I ran to Izzy's house and knocked hard on her door. She opened the door and hesitated when she saw me, she soon saw the tears in my eyes and rushed me inside.

"I'm still really mad at you Jenny but I'm gonna ignore it for now, what's wrong?"

I sniffed,

"I had a fight with my dad again, and another fight with Louis."

She rubbed circles on my back attempting to comfort me,

"You just got together with Louis and your already fighting? Why?"

I looked at my nails which were painted carbon black.

"He told me that I keep pushing him away."

She squeezed me tighter.

"Do you want me to lie or be honest with you?"

"Be honest."

She took a deep breath,

"Ever since your mom died, you started to push away a lot of people. Your dad became more aggressive. Its not fun because your so sheltered and I know your mom would have never wanted you to be this way."

She stated and handed me a tissue,

"He told me I need help."

I snapped,

"Yes, you do Jenny. The only person who can help you is you. Maybe if you open up to Louis a little more, you two would get along."

I realized that I was being stubborn, Izzy had a point, I did keep pushing Louis away because I was afraid that he'd hurt me but I shouldn't isolate myself from the world. If he hurts me then at least I can say that I tried and that I will never give up. I gave Izzy a huge hug;

"Your 100% right, I'm so sorry Izzy."

"Its ok, I forgive you."

We let go of our embrace.

"You look tired, come, we can sleep in my parents room."

I followed her upstairs.

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The next day we went to school, we saw Tiffany waiting for us,

"Hey where were you two this whole weekend?"

I gave Tif a huge hug, we saw Louis walk in, instead of being approached by his happy go lucky self, he completely ignored me. It stung a little because I'm used to him always fighting for my attention. Harry walked up to us and gave me a huge hug, he whispered in my ear, 

"I know you guys had another fight, I'm so sorry."

The other boys came along and hugged the others with another round of hugs for me.

"Jen I want you to stop fighting with Louis so we can all get back together again!"

Zayn said with such concern in his voice,

"Yeah, he's really depressed now. He doesn't want to sing with us."

The girls gasped.

"What will happen to one direction?"

Tiffany asked,

"I don't know, but I just hope he feels better, soon because we have to perform at the dance this year."

I turned to Liam in surprise,

"I'm performing also."

"How great! They're gonna fight even more now!"

Zayn said fake crying.

"Look Zayn; I'm going to talk to Louis today and work things out alright. I know that I was treating him wrong, now I'm gonna fix it."

Zayn looked down,

"Come on buddy, where's that smile? I think I can see it somewhere under that frown!"

He smiled,

"There it is!"