My ex boyfriend once asked me, "where do you see yourself in ten years?"
I smile when i heard that, it was innocent of me to be happy hearing his question,
"I want to be happily married, have a nice job and hopefully a twin."
He smiled when he heard my answer. It doesnt reach his eyes though. I didn't know whats wrong, So i decided to ask him the same question, "what about you? Where do you see yourself in ten years?"
He look at me for a moment and said, "taking care of our twins."
His answer was simple, and it made me smile everytime I recall our conversation that day.
But somehow, things happens making us tearing each other apart, we fell apart. There is so many things going on between us and we both couldnt handle eachother pain anymore. So we broke up. It was painful, but i was okay now. Time heals my wound, and i hope his too.
But sometimes, late at night, I couldnt help but remember his question everytime I got the chance to,
"where do you see yourself in ten years?"
And as I stare at my ceiling, remembering everything that had happen between the both of us, between me and my family, between me and my friends, the battle between me and my demons, the pain of the dissapointment, the pain of falling apart, I silently whisper to myself,
"I want to be happy."
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