Do you ever have that feeling in your chest, where you feel like it stop beating when you see someone, but you can feel your heart shatter into pieces at the same time? It's like they took your breath away but you still remember the pain they put you through.
That's what I felt everytime I see you.
You're so beautiful, do you know that? I know you're a guy and probably took that as an insult, but you are beautiful.
Do you remember how I hate that you have a pretty eyelashes? It was annoying how curved they were. I remember you like to play with my hair even though it's short, but you still like to play with it, maybe it was one of the reason why I didn't cut my hair short again, because it's reminds me of you.
Do you remember what you said to me when you ask me out? You said you've been thinking about it for a while, to ask me out I mean. Do you also remember what you said to me when we were about to have our first kiss? You said the exact same thing too, so does when you ask me to be your girlfriend.
"I've been thinking about it," you said.
But have you been thinking about it too when you decided to leave me?
JE LEEST
Before The Dawn | ✔
Non-fictieafter all you don't need water to feel like drowning, do you? --- dedicated to you, the only person who took my breath away with your pretty lies and empty promises. © Copyrights Reserved
