Arranged Marriage *C.D*

Chapter 17

Ellie's P.O.V

I was getting ready for my Dad's funeral today , I haven't talked for weeks , I got changed and put my heals on , I walked to the kitchen and Cameron smiled " hi baby , ill be right by your side today " he kissed me I lightly smiled and went back in our room and grabbed my piece of paper and Cameron and I left for the funeral.

we arrived and I drank some water and we went in before they brought him in , this is killing me we listened to his favorite songs and then we did a prayer and then it was the speeches "Ellie are you sure your going to be okay doing this?" my mum asked I nodded I stood up and walked up in front of everybody and I opened my paper and started " hi, umm my Dad was my everything , I cant believe this is really happening because he was my best friend and he was taken away form me , my dad helped me with everything , I love him so much , its unreal talking about him like hes not hear its so painful, My dad taught me how to ride my bike and talked to me about boys and I talked to him when I got my heart broken by boys, he always knew how to cheer me up , my dad is the best , I wish I could have him back , this doesn't even feel real, I feel like I'm in a dream I'm stuck In , I cant get out of it , I wish I could but I just cant , my dad wouldn't want me to hurt but I cant help but hurt for him , he always made me laugh and smile , I love you dad if you can here me Ill be okay ill be strong for you " I smiled and let my tears roll down my face and I said " I am going to sing my dad and I's favorite song Shawn you might know this" I smiled and pointed at Shawn "its Called Never be Alone by Shawn Mendes" I smiled

"I promise that one day I'll be around

I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy

And I don't know how to stop or slow it down

Hey

I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay

Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart

And make it all your own

So when we are apart

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

When you miss me close your eyes

I may be far but never gone

When you fall asleep tonight

Just remember that we lay under the same stars

And hey

I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay

Just let me hold you for a little longer now

And take a piece of my heart

And make it all your own

So when we are apart

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone

And take a piece of my heart

And make it all your own

So when we are apart

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone" I stopped and pulled the flower  form my hair and put it on his coffin and smiled " I love you Daddy" I sat down and we looked through family photos of him and we heard some more songs and one more prayer and we walked out , everyone went to the celebration of his life and I wanted to go home so I walked home , I got in the shower and I cried abit , I got out and saw the razor , I cant , I walked out and I got changed into my pjs and I grabbed a lanton and climbed out the window and let it go, I watched it fly up and up, I climbed back in and Cameron was standing there I hugged him and said " I love you Cameron" " I love you too Ellie" we kissed and went to bed, I slowly fell asleep .

(A/N sorry this is really short )