ANTS

138 24 14
                                    

The buzzing,

 In my ear,

The numbness radiating from my head,

It extends down,

Down my spine,

I can't move my mind,

The ants crawling,

Reaching up, 

Making grooves into my skin,

As I lay flat,

They crawl, 

And touch me,

As they run over my thighs,

I feel fat,

They breach, 

Breach me,

And destroy my dignity,

Yet i lay,

Still,

Uninspired,

Unable to move,

I let them crawl,

Eventually,

They dig,

Dig deep into my skin,

Penetrating me,

Penetrating my innocence,

I close my eyes,

Stare up at the sky,

Pretending,

There is hope,

Yet as the body jerks,

The distant reminder,

Can't ignore it, 

As i feel them,

Groping my veins,

Breaking me,

I wallow,

Wallow in the numbness of reality,

Giving it permission to consume, 

Me,

Chapters of IrrationalityOpowieści tętniące życiem. Odkryj je teraz