Afar

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Yes,

No,

I don't know,

the desire to know,

the curiosity makes me want to know,

the distance formed,

between,

just as the warmth was starting to build, 

you turned stand still,


why,

Why do I wonder,

why do I try to bring it back,

as if the magic could come back,

that is impossible like leftovers in the microwave,

they may be warm,

but never taste the same,

as the very first day,


we are dull and weak,

I'm done trying,

if it's not meant to be, 

I guess,

I died trying,

our memories will haunt me every day,

I wish happiness from afar and I beg we don't feel pain,

However,

the very glimpse of you with anyone, 

makes my blood boil,

i hate that,

but,  

she's not me, 

she could never

 be,


whenever,

things aren't okay, 

all I want is your arms wrapped around me so tight,

indefinitely, 

and telling me everything will be okay,

yet,

nothing is okay,

nothing may,

never,

be okay ever again,

walking away is tough but I do it every day,

goodbye,

I miss you,

yeti can't have you near me,

just,

a smile from afar, 

I'll get it, 


I love you, 


I am sorry, 



goodbye.


goodbye


goodbye...

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