"Thank you, Amsterdam, for this amazing show! Goodnight!" Alex screamed into the microphone, waving the crowd goodbye. And as fast as he probably could, he rushed off the stage.
Jack watched him go with a concerned expression on his face. "Alex?" He called after him, but Alex didn't respond. Jack dropped his guitar on stage and left it there, running after him. "Lex?" he called again, watching his best friend put his guitar in his case rather quickly. He knelt down next to him, resting a hand on his shoulder. Alex gasped at the sudden touch and turned to him. "Why the rush?" Jack asked calmly. Alex tensed up when he heard his voice. "I - ... Uhm, I'm not - Jack - " He couldn't seem to find the right words. Jack frowned. "Alex, are you okay?" He asked. Alex nodded and answered: "Yeah, I'm fine." Jack gave him a look that practically screamed: "Don't bullshit me." Alex groaned in discomfort. "Just trust me. Do you trust me?" He asked. Jack nodded slowly. "Okay. Don't get too wind up about me, okay?" Before Jack could answer, Alex added: "Good, now go get your guitar from stage.
Jack stood up, slowly, frowning. Alex just watched him with a permanent, cute smile. It was so awkward, it turned creepy. Jack turned around, and instantly bumped into Rian. "Oh shit, sorry!" Jack exclaimed, smiling at his stupid actions. Rian just smiled and said: "Hey, it's fine. You left this on stage." He handed him his guitar. "Oh thanks!" Jack said. He turned back to Alex, wanting to ask him where his case was, but Alex was nowhere to be seen. Jack cursed under his breath, notifying Rian and Zack that Alex was gone.
Alex had grabbed his guitar as soon as Jack turned his back to him, and rushed towards the tour bus. He literally pulled the door open and jumped in, and slammed the door back shut, locking it. Locking the door wasn't the smartest idea, because if would only concern his band mates more and he could get caught, because the others had the keys too. But Alex didn't think of this. He just threw his guitar on his bunk and got into the bathroom. He pulled out a black pouch from the cabinet and pulled out his two favourite things. But before he could do anything with it, his phone vibrated. He groaned and picked up his phone, not checking the caller ID.
"What?" He sneered. "Where the fuck are you? We're worried shitless!" The panicking voice of Jack rang through the phone. Alex sighed. "I'm in the bus, don't worry." He said quietly. "Did you... did you.. do.." Jack's voice turned into a whisper. It took a while for Alex to understand, but when he did, he gasped. "No! No, Jack, that chapter is over. I didn't harm myself." He said. Jack sighed in relief. "Just, just come back quickly okay?" "Why?" Alex asked stubbornly. "Because we're meeting up with Fall Out Boy in a few." Jack explained. Alex groaned. "Shit... I forgot. I'll be back in a bit, okay?" Jack mumbled a 'yeah...' and ended the call.
Alex watched himself in the mirror. "Just a bit... won't kill anyone, right?" He said to himself.
He took the bright red lipstick from the counter he picked out earlier and applied it. Alex had done this a few times before, so he knew how to apply it perfectly. Alex liked to be dressed up as a girl. He liked to call himself 'Alexis' of 'Alexandra'. He liked to wear fake eyelashes, foundation, lipstick, and he liked to wear stockings. He applied a thick, but elegant layer of eyeliner on and smiled at himself. He then took the lipstick off, not wanting everyone to know his secret. But in all rush, he forgot something...
"Alex Gaskarth has arrived!" Jack yelled as he Alex was in sight. "Il est arrivé!" Pete screamed in French after him. He smiled and put his backpack down. "It's about time!" He heard Patrick exclaim. Jack came over to him and wrapped his arm around him. "Is my baby boy alright?" Jack asked him. Alex turned crimson when he answered: "Jack, I-I told you I was fine." and looked up at him. Jack frowned. "Alex, you never wear eyeliner..?"
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