Unconditionally ➳ D. O'Brien [2]

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banshee added mommabrooks to we're so sorry

mommabrooks

save it

your apologies are like a million years too late

there shouldn't even BE any apologies

if you had just let me explain in the first place none of this would have happened

you're going to have to try a hell of a lot harder

except for you raspberry you believed me from the start

bilinski

wait dylan knew?

dunbae

of course i did

mommabrooks

why wouldn't he have known?

he drove out to see me before me and pais left for london

he asked, i answered

i talked, he listened

and he respected my decision not to tell you

bilinski

why didn't you want to tell us?

banshee

^^^

scoot mcoot

^^^

werecoyote

^^^

mommabrooks

because i knew that even if i tried you wouldn't listen / wouldn't believe me

and up until recently i wanted thea to be happy

because she was apparently so damn miserable

and i thought stepping down was the right thing to do

because it's not like anyone was going to fight for me anyway

because i'm not worth fighting for

it's always been that way.

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bilinski

what the hell is that supposed to mean?

werecoyote added bitterpaisley and moonybrooks to the group chat.

bitterpaisley

haha fuck that

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werecoyote

moony?

moonybrooks

you remember logan?

werecoyote

that guy she dated a billion years ago

yeah?

bilinski

what's he got to do with anything?

banshee

^^^

moonybrooks

well

he was more than 'just a guy' she dated. he was her first big love. her first big ANYTHING

and she was so in love with him. she told him so within like the first two months of them dating

but someone told her that she wasn't good enough for him, that he deserved better

that person was thea, but cara let it slide because thea's dad had just died and she was so sad, and cara understood that sadness

so she kept on dating logan, and she kept on being insecure, and she kept being so in love with him and she kept telling him that

it never occurred to her that he never said it once

not until just before they broke up. he used it as a final card, as a way of keeping her by his side because every guy wanted her, and he had her, and she believed him

but he never proved it, never treated her like he loved her. and she started drifting away

and then she left him

she wanted him to fight for her, but he never did

neither did spencer

neither did you

logan's the reason she has a hard time saying i love you because he used it as a weapon against her

and look how that's turned out for her

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bilinski

fuck

banshee

we've got A LOT of making up to do

scoot mcoot

i agree

dunbae

you're all idiots

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my poor baby cara