His Pizza Girl ✔ {#2}

r e a s o n s

incoming call : Jenny <3

"...Isaac?"

"OH MY GOD, JENNY! ARE YOU OKAY? IT FEELS SO GOOD TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"

"Isaac...I'm- I'm sorry."

"JEN BABE ARE YOU CRYING?"

"....Isa-.."

"Jenny, look. Breathe."

"..."

"Calm down."

"..."

"Breathe."

"..."

"Slow and steady."

"Isaac, I'm sorry, it's 3am, you should go to sleep-"

"Hey hey hey, listen. It's okay. Calm down."

"..."

"What happened in these three days?"

"I had- I had a couple of bad nights."

"What happened?"

"Nightmares, regrets, anxiety...everything- and- and it was terrifying."

"And you haven't even been going to Glen's?"

"I couldn't bring myself to stop crying and get out of bed. I was shakin-"

"Hey, it's okay. Calm down."

"and- Isaac, I'm sorry I haven't been calling or texting you-I got your voicemails-"

"It's okay, Jen. It's all good. Calm down."

"Isaac- I-I fear getting attached to people."

"I know."

"I fee- find it terrifying, you know. You spend all your time building walls and trying to protect yourself and- and once you let someone in, and they shatter everything. Your walls, your heart. Everything."

"..."

"This is why I fear love. Falling in love. Because I cannot have my fucking walls torn down to the ground all the time."

"Jenny?"

"Yeah?"

"We all have to let our guard down, sometimes. You may have to rebuild your walls a couple of times but that's okay. We all do. But imagine, having someone come around. And the person helps you build your walls. But build your walls around the two of you. To protect the two of you. And you're in it, together. And he does everything he can, just for the two of y'all. Wouldn't that be worth a shot?"

"..."

"Jenny, you need to start letting people in."

"...Isaac? These three days were really hard without you."

"Why didn't you call me?"

"I couldn't let you hear me like this. I was a mess. So vulnerable. So fucking frustrated."

"You're a really strong one, love."

"Not really."

"I heard someone say, it's okay to cry your heart out sometimes. Do it so that you can make space for a roomful of smiles."

"Isaac-"

"Yeah?"

"I like you a lot."

"I know."

"It's just- thank you- thank you for everything."

"I'm always right in your heart, Jenny. Never too far away. One call away."

"thank- thank you."

"You should really go to bed, Jenny."

"I can't- I cannot bring myself to fall asleep. I cannot be sucked into that spiral of anxiety again-"

"Jenny?"

"..."

"Which is the one song that calms you down?"

"There's this song called Sad Song, by We the kings. It's beautiful."

"I love that song."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Now get in bed."

"Okay."

♬ "You and I,

We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.

With you, I'm alive

Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide......."♬

"..."

"Jenny?"

"..."

"Good night, love."

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a/n : hello loves x

I really really hope you like this chapter because it was kinda dicey to write xD

but really, this is me. and these are my legit fears

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