Heart Feels

Little Things

Hi,

I just wanna say 10 things that made me remember you,

1. The sky, because of your blue eyes,

2. The colour brown, because of your brown hair,

3. The Cotton candy, because of your sweet aura,

4. The sun, because of your happy vibe,

5. The flower, because of the times you gave those to me,

6. The blackboard, because of your teaching career,

7. The bag, because of your way of organizing things,

8. The floor, because of the moments you caught me in the worse of times,

9. The rainbow, because of your love of colors,

Lastly,

10. The heart, because of all the things you gave up just to be with me,

You know I miss those moments where I can see you, where I can touch you, where I can hug, where I can get to know you each day,

and I wish I could turn back time and change what happened, I wish that I could've listen to you, I wish that I believed you,

I'm sorry for all the wrongs I did, I'm sorry for not believing you, I'm sorry for believing myself,
I'm sorry for being a dissapointment,

I still couldn't believe that I can't hold your hand anymore, that I can't listen to your sweet nothings anymore, that I can't feel your hugs anymore,

Maybe I'm a fool, I'm a disgrace, I'm an idiot, I'm a secretive person, maybe I am just me,

And I'll do anything to not be me,
I'll do anything to change myself, I'll do anything just to be any other person,

I know I can't,

But it's too late now, too late to make you comeback, too late to have you in my arms again, too late to say I love you again,

And now I'm standing infront of you, inside a coffin, and I wish I was the one whose in there,

And I know I can't, I'll just wish you a happy life there in heaven, and let you remember that you helped a lot of people, everywhere you go,

All of us here are grateful that we had memories together with you, and we're grateful having you as a friend, a family, a sibling, and a lover,

Thank you for everything, and sorry for all the stupid things aside,

Goodbye now,

Thank you for giving us those things that we didn't ask,

Those Little things.