Heart Feels

I Broke My Own Heart

I fell in love.

It felt amazing,

Like everything's colourful,

Like nothing's wrong,

Like there's nothing in this world that could hurt us,

But,

I later realized that there's a side effect,

That I stay up all night thinking about you,

That I forget to eat breakfast wondering if you did,

That I get hurt every time you're with her.

Her.

The girl you never stopped talking about,

The girl you never stopped thinking about how beautiful she is,

The girl you never stopped looking at,

The girl that broke you,

The girl that made you cry every night,

The girl that played with your heart,

The only girl you would allow to do that to you over and over again,

No matter how many times she hurt you,

You would let her.

You didn't care about the people who would give you the world,

The people who wouldn't hurt you like that,

The people who will give you their heart,

With no one to share with,

People like me,

Who breaks their own heart to fix yours,

Because for us,

We'll do anything to fix your heart,

Even if it means we have to admit to ourselves,

"I Broke My Own Heart".