A Lie

Friends...?

Dear Diary,

I've been having this reoccurring dream, well more of a nightmare. I'm in a black abyss as I like to call it. Well I think I'm alone...but I'm not. Their there. My friends. They insult me like my dad used to, say I am useless, pathetic. Saying I should go and die. Every time I wake up I would plead for my mum, but she's dead. I was lucky last night, Tail decided to go and stay over at Vanilla and Cream's house. Tails deserves Cream. He never knew his family when he was growing up, living on the streets. I found him when he was 4. At the time I was 11, he was my family after I ran. I would try to give him the best of life, with what ever I could. 12 years I have known Tails. I am now 23 but Tails is still more maturer then me. I feel like he won't need me any more. Now that Eggman died. What will I do when he does leave. I;ll worry about that latter...when that does happen.

Well anyway we're all meeting up on Angel Island for a picnic. A reunion of sorts. I can't wait, I can finally see how everyone has been. Since we found Ivo dead in his base we found no use, myself being the only one to disagree, not that they noticed, but we when our own ways. That was also the day Shadow and Amy got together. We still see each other just not as often as we used to. I miss the old days, they are my only family now. And they....left me.

Sonic

^^^^^^^^^^Friends...?^^^^^^^^^^

I sigh as I let the pen and diary fall to my bed as I walk to the door. My gloves and shoes already on. It was already 11:29. Me and the gang had decided to all see each other again. It was to be at 11:30. I open the door, taking in the smell of nature.

'Time to put on that smile'

I then run at full speed in the direction of the massive floating rock, called Angel Island. Once I am there, on the island, it starts to float back up into the sky.

"Hay Sonic. How was your night?" asked the blue eyed fox, who's hand is intertwined (I have no idea if I spelt this right or not) with Creams. His tails swishing lazily behind him.

"It was fine. So how was you night guys?" I reply.

"Oh it was amazing. We watched some movies and played some video games." said the rabbit. Her short orange dress accompanied by blue tights.

"Hi guys."

It was Amy and....Shadow. Amy had changed, she now wears a dark marone one peace, with the same coloured boots. Her hair was also longer, it now reached half way down her back. Sports tape replaces her gloves, but she still wore her gold rings on her wrists. But Shadow hasn't changed a single bit. He still wears gloves, has the same hover skates every thing was the same about he older.

"Hi Amy" said the couple next to me. I just wave to my friends.

"So Faker," crap its Shadow, "still haven't found a girlfriend yet?"

"No I haven't. How have you and Amy been?" I asked my eyes looking at anything but Shadow.

"We have been good. Can't say the same to you though."

"W-what do you mean Shadow?" I ask.

"You look a mess . You also won't look me in the eyes. What's wrong Faker?" he said while stopping us both to grabbing my chin, in a strong but soft hold, making me look at him.

As his ruby gems meet my emerald, I tell him;

"I'm fine, there's nothing wrong."

"You two coming or what?" called a female voice.

The spell our eyes had was now broken. He then starts off in the direction of Tails, Cream and Amy. When he reaches Amy he wraps his arm around her waist. Then they all walk off, forgetting about me. My right hand then slowly reaches to were his gloved hand was. I then snap out of my day dream by shaking my head and head in the direction my friends head off to.

When I finally make it to the gathering for seven, no one noticed that I finally got there. They were all in a deep discution. Well, almost everyone. Shadow was only half listening to what they were talking about. He was more focused on me though.

By the time that they all finished talking to each other, about what ever they were talking about, they all turn to someone else to talk to. Rouge was talking to Shadow. She still wears her skin tight one-peace with the pink heart on the chest. The white gloves that had the pink trim were on the ground forgotten. Like me.

Knuckles was talking to Tails about something. Knuckles still looked the same, just a tad taller and buffer. The green, red and yellow shoes were still worn, the white gloves he used to wear when we fought Eggman were forgotten and replaced with the normal gloves. No longer needed.

And finally Cream and Amy were talking about girl stuff, like music, fashion, their boyfriend. That type of stuff.

'I wonder if I were to just leave would the notice?' I ask myself. 'Probably'

I just stand there. Like I do every time we see each other. I stand there forgotten. Alone.

^^^^^^^^^^Friends...?^^^^^^^^^^

I hope it was okay.

Ages:

Shadow:25

Amy:24

Cream:14

Tails:16

Rouge:24

Knuckles:27

Sonic:23

Just so you know. I thank anyone who is reading this, but I one week I will be going back to school so the updates will not happen so fast but I will try to update as much as I can before the holidays are up for me. Don't forget to comment because all of you kind comments make me smile and want to continue this. Well I will hopefully have the next chapter up in two days tops. Peace out!