October 23, 2015 - Los Angles, CA
Tears filled my eyes. I felt defeated, unloved even.
Rejected.
How do you just changed your mind about someone? Or did I just miss the signs? Was it's inevitable? Was it bound to happen? Or was I just too stupid to know that he didn't love me the way I loved him?
I had no idea what to do.
I heard the doorknob twisting. Someone had found me.
I looked up through my pinky puffy eyes and saw a tan skinned beauty. It was my bestfriend.
I looked down not even want to look at his face.
"You knew didn't you?" I manage to say. "You knew and you didn't tell me.."
"Kay..." he trailed as he kneeled down to sit beside me. "I wanted to tell you...but I just figured he should man up and tell you himself. I, myself, hoped that it wasn't true. He hasn't told us much lately. We knew that he has been seeing this girl...I had hoped it was just a fling. I was hoping that she wasn't going to be here..."
I looked up at him and as soon as I spoke, teared flooded my face even more. "Cal, you're my bestfriend, how could you not tell me?"
All he could manage to come up with is "I'm sorry..."
We sat there for what felt like hours in completely silence. In actuality it was probably only about 3 minutes. Eventually I spoke.
"What sucks so much is I actually thought I had a chance to fix things. To find out where we went wrong"
He looked and me and embraced me. "Sweetheart, you didn't do a thing wrong. Luke's a fucking idiot."
"Easy for you to say, you didn't just have your heart ripped out in a public party.."
"Touché" he said as he laughed.
I smiled. Even in my worst moments he always knew how to make me feel better.
"What am I suppose to do?"
He looked at me as if he was confused. "Uhm, move on?"
"How can I move on when I'm about to spend the next year with you guys locked up on a tour bus and shared hotel rooms?" I asked.
"Ya know what they say, in order to get over someone, you have to get under someone else".
Even in the dark closet I could see his smirk and wink. I rolled my eyes. There was some way to fix this. Luke didn't belong with her. Even if he didn't belong with me, he sure as hell didn't belong with her. I had to figure out a way...
I had to show him how bad he fucked up.
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