✓ ♕Poison♕ [Joker x Reader]

Chapter 12: Ace Chemicals

We arrived at this "Ace chemicals" place that I've never known about. J helped me out the car, and we made our way inside. Once we were in, J looked around as if he owned the place. I saw large containers filled with chemicals, and each of them were in rows of three. The building was mostly dark, and I started to get a little uneasy. We walked past the containers and he led me to the stairs that went to the second floor. I walked to the edge of the second floor, looking upon the containers below us. Then I felt arms wrap around my waist.

Joker's POV

I led her to the second floor, and I noticed that Y/N was looking down at the containers from the edge. She looked very uneasy, so I wrapped my arms around her. She will be mine forever after my plan is finished. She will be just like me but in woman form. We will terrorize the city as one and we will be superior. What I am about to do to Y/N would be the same as what I did to that bitch Harley, but the only big difference will be that Y/N will be much more powerful, and less annoying. She will have to learn to accept her new body, and the voices that will consume her head. I just have to be prepared for the early stages of her development of becoming a mad woman.

"Do you know how I got so pale pumpkin?" I said in her ear.

"N-No." Y/N continued to look down at the bubbling pools down below.

"I took a good swim in one of those." I laughed, pointing to the large container. I felt Y/N try to move back from the edge, but I prevented her to do so.

"Oh no... nonononono please..." She whispered, a tear falling from her eyes. I spun her around to face me, and I put my hands on her shoulders.

"When I kidnapped you... I did it for one real good reason besides the fact that you are incredibly sexy... I want you to be my partner in crime doll."

"I've been in the asylum for too long, and I don't want to be-"

"You've changed pumpkin. All I'm trying to do is make the change ten times better." She looked at me with wide eyes. I looked down at the floor and began contemplating my decision. I glanced back up at her face and pushed her off of the edge. I walked away from the edge, and turned around. I then took off my jacket and jumped after her.

Y/N 's POV

J pushed me off of the edge, and I started to scream. Everything seemed as if it was in slow motion. The free fall felt like hours, but then I felt the chemicals consume my body. It was all flowing over me and I could've swore I broke something during impact. Everything was numb... my body, soul, brain, and heart. I was completely out of it. My body just became limp. Suddenly I felt someone bring me to the surface, but I couldn't see from the chemicals. I gasped for air, and I felt my body slowly come back. The person held me in their arms, and I tried to open my eyes. Slowly, my eyes opened and I saw J intently staring at me. I coughed and I attempted to move. J was now holding me like a baby, and I looked down at my skin. I was as pale as him. I felt my hair over my shoulder and I realized that my hair was no longer Y/H/C, it was now a very dark blue. I heard voices in my head screaming at me, then I blacked out.

2 Days Later

I woke up in J's room, laying down on the bed. I stared at the ceiling and I heard nothing but voices. They told me all kinds of things, but mostly it was about killing. Find Harley, and kill her. She deserves to die. Or maybe, she doesn't. Maybe J needs to die. He allowed it, he didn't care... about you or anything. I sat up quickly and grabbed my head.

"No no, he cared. He saved me from hell." I whispered to myself.

No, it took him 2 weeks to come to his senses. He forgot about you, and he was probably fucking the brains out of Harley.

"Shut up..." I whispered again.

Kill him.

"SHUT UP!" I yelled and i collapsed onto the bed. The door was closed so I was pretty sure J didn't hear me. I laid down for 30 mins arguing with my voices. I got sick of them. I just wanted to get rid of them. I don't know how to, but needed them to go. I thought of ways to, and I only came up with one. Kill my damn self. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I took out some pain killers and opened the bottles. I looked down at the bottle and slowly placed it up to my mouth.

"It's gonna be ok now." I whispered, as a tear escaped my eye. I took the bottle, and put all of the pills in my mouth. I took all 15. I slowly sank to the floor, and crawled to the edge of the bathtub. I heard the door open, and I lost consciousness.

A/N: Suicide attempt! I'm sorry for all the readers that I didn't warn you about the disturbingness... But it alright. Next chapter is coming up. :)