20 thoughts on Romeo , Juliet and you

1

Ugh .. I Don't even know what to think about this book ,, I can't seem to get any thing right...
Welcome to my life !
Faith Jacob, 19 years old,  sports lover , independent, physically and emotionally, I live in a studio that is just two floors from my parents house, my father, who is very sportive to independence, once I was 18 yrs , he told me I needed to start taking care of my self and be more organized, but not everyone's wish is a dream come true , I mean I don't mind going to a party without makeup or a fancy dress, or some expensive jewelrys , why would I ? After all if I am going, it's for me to have fun and enjoy my time but my parents seemed to have other intentions , I mean I don't mind living a lone , but it's just that you are either so close or so far away , my father as a military based man & a law follower couldn't take his eyes off me but neither could he keep me doing everything with my mom , like literally, if I am going anywhere, I ask her "what should I wear or what should I do with my hair or what are the matching colors? "like really am I not supposed to be learning from miss universe 2005 "lol" , " not really her" and why has he got to be worried that I will never be capable of doing things my way .
I mean I get to go to school & get good satisfying grades , ish , but still, not one subject has failed in and thank god for that , he would have hung me from my toes, upside down, to a spinning blades , hahahahhahhahahah joking lol but I don't think he would hesitate, would he ??
Hung his own loving daughter,,
So yea , this is my last year of high school in passadena, I am going to study university in Italy or Spain....... Maybe.  
My father loved and will always love the idea that I don't like sticking around .... Alot. 

responsible-ish

But he gets it sometimes and someothers I am kicked for bothering their whatever bussiness, I mean I am treated like a visitor whenever I go , and sometimes they don't let me because they cannot 
Invite me in at that moment , but I know for 100000% that they love me 
Because they do !
I have a long brown pinkish beach wave hair , looks like an ice cream, with some blue and purple, my father liked it because it was my first true full decision of my own , I even have got tattoos , like twice a dozen, small and big symbols, my name in Latin italic hand writing, campus, map , my grandpa's name , my first ever boyfriend, he was nice, who died .... I miss him , dragons, fire and some other stuff .. My fathers military badge with his name in it . Yea he deserves it , totally,,
I have friends, eliya , Courtney, Mia , Catherine, Edward, and many others ... I also do have haters & despise-rs, heather, Mary & lia , evil triangle, but not on me , I am much more tougher ..

i think i have grown over the things these girls have. It's not cool to be alone.. with a book but it is okay. It's not like it's the end of the world. My friends have a safe, fresh environment that i like but being a lone isn't a big problem. 

I sometimes like to think about the people and what are they going after, what are their worries, their saddest moments, etc..

i don't know what my major will be ? i need to consider that too.

should i study english or art, criminal justice or maybe.. something with computer ?.. i have to think it through or just go to some course-orientation thing.. with that my thoughts got cut off with dad phone calling.. "hey.. how are you ? what are you doing?"

"heyy .. just laying there around, i might go to moms in 20 minutes"

"okay.. keep your selves safe and make the best of your days... i am going to go , duty calls"

"okay, bye , love you "

i need to get ready to school.. its 8 am already, breakfast at moms then.

i showered, did my hair , got dressed, checked my phone, got my power bank, my bag , keys and took off.

5 minutes of walking to moms , i am there 

good morning mom !

hello dear, in kitchen, made breakfast

oh god, because i didn't eat anything, but i have got 10 minutes before class starts. 

do you want me to drive you.. ?

lol... no ! i have my car but thank you, kissed her head , ate my breakfast quick and took off.

15 minutes drive of my red SUV , i am there !

catherine, eliya are all there with lia.. i hope no cold wars are happening right now.. its the highschool of passadena.. sweet passadena !  nice building, nothing fancy , and cool-weird students .. 

"don't stop" could be a highschool song... as i head towards the entrance after waving to my friends, class rings in 2 minutes ..

towards my locker near eliya's 

who came running "oh hey you "

"hey you, anything new?"

"yeah... life, my body has cells you havenot ever seen ..lol"

"yea ..well i just did"

"no don't .. oh , scaristic you "

"everyone saw them, ididot "

"ouch.."

"okay my first class which happens to be ...art?"

"yea.. everymonday you ask that question"

"how was the weekend "

"good, i didn't do any accidents or crashes so ..yea"

"glad to know, i did get a warrant though"

"for parking infront of the market over 50 minutes ?"

"really ..again"

"well in my defense it was midnight and i didn't think they would actually fine me for it "

"niether did you last week, last month, and last year"

"exactly "

shrug my head and got into class