••Sensei•• (SebaCiel) [ON HOLD]

His Hurt

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✧Ciel's POV✧

I walked home from the bus stop, glancing back every so often to see if Sebastian was following. But, no. He wasn't.

I walked through the door, and said hello to Angelia. I walked up stairs with the fake smile still plastered on my face until i closed my bedroom door. I slid down the back or door and sat on the floor, my head resting on my knees. My arms, wrapped around my legs holding them close to my chest.

I walked down the hallway and turned to face my bathroom door. I heard footsteps pass by and I tried to look happy. I opened the door and locked it when it shut. I turned on the shower, and filled the room with steam. I opened the medicine cabinet and took out a small box. I opened the small lid of the box and smiled down at the shiny silver blades. "It has been a while, my old friends. Too long."

I take the top one out and put the lid on the box and the box back in the cabinet. I put my close friend in the floor as a stripped down to my boxer briefs. I leaned up against the door and put the blade to my thigh.

"Teach me. Teach me how to feel again. Teach me the feeling of hurt." I moved my arm slowly, savouring the pain of my flesh tearing underneath the harsh words from my odd, silver friend. I watched red drops form at the insertion. I put the blade against the outside of my thigh. I pushed the blade down as hard my body would allow me. I pulled the blade across the width of my thigh. The smell of iron was very harsh.

I stood up, wincing at the shooting pain that shot through my leg and body. I put my old friend back in the prison I hold them in. Closing the cabinet door, I began to strip my boxer briefs. I stepped into the freestanding tub. The hot water leaked into my newly inflicted wounds. That lovely stinging hurt.

The water began to turn a shade of pink. The red of my blood made me look human again. I didn't know why I started to feel so empty, but I did. And I didn't want to know.
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A/N:
okay!! there we go. this is the completed chapter. anyway thanks for reading, voting, and commenting.

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