I shut the door behind me, dragging my feet.
"Where the f*ck have you been?" I saw Burr now, standing next to the couch, he had just sprung to his feet.
"Out."I murmured.
"That's not what I asked."He quickly made his way over to me. "I get home, and Tom's gone, there's a note saying he's sorry. I call you and no answer, then I text Tom and he says he doesn't want to talk about it. I look all over the city, I don't find you anywhere! Now one more time. Where were you?"
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I burst into tears and fell on the floor. Burr took a step back, then knelt next to me."I went to Eliza's." I sobbed.
Burr put a hand on my back. "Hey, hey, it's okay." I could tell he instantly felt bad.
"We-we slept together." I choked on my tears, snot seemed to pour out of my nose.
"That's natural. A rebound." Burr assured me.
"But I don't want a rebound! Because I don't want to be broken up!"
Thomas
"I don't want to be broken up!" I kneeled down, my head in my hands. "And I don't want you to be gone." I cried, through my vision I could see his gravestone. I had come back to college, but I was failing every class. All I wanted to do was sleep. All the time. I couldn't break out of this repeated day.
Sleep, Eat, Throw up, Sleep, Visit Graveyard, Home, Sleep, Eat, Throw Up, Sleep, Throw Up, Attempt School, Sleep. Repeat.
I felt like hell.
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Jamilove A Jamilton Love Story
FanfictionIn this modern telltale of the musical Hamilton, Alex and Thomas are in love, but when grief and mourning splits them, who will be the one to repair the damages? And will it be enough for their relationship? Don't forget to vote and comment!
