Redeeming myself...

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I watched helplessly as my parents closed the door behind them. I didn't quite get it. I didn't get why he betrayed me this way. He never showed up to meet my parents. I thought he loved me! I thought he was going to marry me! It was all his idea too. My parents thought that I was joking...

They always think I'm joking! BUT I'M NOT! I always tell the truth, yet no one listens to me. It's like I'm a ghost. I called him but he never answered me. Do you know what he did instead?

HE TEXTED ME STATING THAT HE WON'T MARRY ME AND THAT HE GIVES UP ON OUR RELATIONSHIP!


I look downward at the hardwood beneath my cold feet, feeling the tears beginning to well in my eyes

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I look downward at the hardwood beneath my cold feet, feeling the tears beginning to well in my eyes. Clenching my fists, I rushed to the door that led outside. I ran out to my car, yanking the door open and jumping in. Getting my key out, I jammed it in the ignition and began to drive off.

 Getting my key out, I jammed it in the ignition and began to drive off

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I fell in to a darkness that I could never come back from...


I fell in to a darkness that I could never come back from

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Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
Beeeeeeep...

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.
.

I know that I'm dead now...
but you want to know what's strange?
I didn't see my life flash before my eyes...
...
A lot of people says that's what's happens...
...but...
It didn't for me...
Am I really dead?
I'm sitting on a wooden chair in the darkness waiting to be eaten by some nasty predators...
My heart is pounding very fast!
BaBUMP!
Under the silence, I could only hear the thumping of my scared and anxious heart.
I-I w-want a second chance!
My life was unfair... I did good for others and look at where it has got me...
At the time I was looking at the ground and I suddenly felt a strange presence of hope before me. I took my chances by looking forward to be finding myself a strange light butterfly before my eyes. I reached my hand out for it and I noticed my heart was not pounding like before. My heart now was calm... the butterfly come closer. I felt the sensation to close my eyes and sleep, I did just that.

I'm now at ease..

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