Sadness

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"How long has it been since we last met?" Peter stood in the abandoned house that used to be occupied by Derek. "Not long enough for me to still feel disgusted with your presence here. What is she doing here?" Kate stood looking around the place. "Wow how long has it been since Derek died? You keeping this place neat and tidy? Scott? Or is it that fox?" Kate taps her bottom lip wandering to her self.

"It's been over five years since Derek's death. I'm not the one who cleans up this place" Scott steps out of the shadow as he narrows his eyes towards Kate who frowns towards him.

"Let's cut the chit chat why don't we Scott. Know why did you call me here?" Peter looks around the place wandering to himself. "Or better yet I have a question. What's the reason behind cleaning this place up? Does Stiles believe that their might be some miracle that would happen and that Derek didn't actually die in the fire five years ago?" Peter knocks against the walls wandering to himself.

Scott turns his narrowed eyes to Peter. "What's that supposed to mean?" Scott wasn't sure but he had a feeling that Peter knew something and he just wasn't talking. What would Peter want? Scott put it behind him for the mean time.

As of right know he needs to know where Stiles is. "I asked to meet you because I have a question. Where's Stiles?" Peter looked towards Scott raising his perfectly done eyebrow. "Excuse me?" Peter was confused with the the sudden question. "Stiles? Don't tell me you think we have Stiles?" Scott growled his body tensing, "believe? No I know you have Stiles I can smell his scent all over you" Scott tensed as his body was preparing to shift if they where not willing to work things through.

Peter looks towards Kate and realizes that they where both with Stiles for the past couple of days. "Okay you catch on pretty well but that doesn't mean that we're going to tell you anything Scott. And besides you know how I work. If you want something from me then you should be willing to pay the price" Scott stares at Peter who smiles at him. Stepping back, he regains his cool, his nails going back as well as his teeth. "Talk, what's the price in exchange for Stiles" Peter smiles as if knowing what Scott's answer was.

"In exchange I want nothing more than Xavier's head in a stick"

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Stiles lays his head down at the edge of the bed stroking the beautiful sleeping God before him. For some odd reason it reminds him so much of the man he once lost. "Why do you remind me so much of him? What connection do you have with him? Who are you really!" Stiles mumbling to himself getting frustrated by the second that this man still lays on the bed unfazed. As Stiles looses his mind.

"If your so curious why don't you get a closer look at his face" Stiles wasn't sure who's voice that was but he knew one thing. It was a voice he can not disobey. As if possessed by something Stiles stands up and looks down at the sleeping face before him. Without realizing it his face was just a breathes away from Lucas. Piercing blue eyes stare back at his own. Stiles unable to move nor breath, just being close to Lucas was messing with his brains but having him look at him is giving his body an over drive to self destruction.

Still not moving Stiles watches as Lucas moving his face away from Stiles, Stiles still holding his breath almost collapsed as Lucas voice whisper against his ear. "Breath Stiles" the mere sound of his voice sends Stiles spiraling down a very dark, dark, place. Stiles unable to disobey him takes a shaky intake of breath. "That's it, take it easy and slow" Lucas has his cheek pressed against Stiles, his lips just a few inches from Stiles ears as his hand slowly runs down Stiles back.

Making sure that he's hearing Stiles breathing properly, Lucas continues to coax him to breath more. Stiles didn't know when or how but Lucas was against the bed and Stiles on top of him. Sitting on his thighs as Lucas hands don't stop moving as they go up and down his back. Stiles was lost in the world of bliss. A world he wished that existed with Derek.

"What's wrong?" Stiles looks up at Lucas realizing how much he resembled the only man who made his heart beat, the only man who got on his nerves within every second of the day, the only man who made him feel as if he was whole, the one and only man he will ever love. Unconsciously thinking the words slip out of Stiles lips. "Derek I miss you" Lucas body stiffens as he stares at Stiles. Lucas withought a second thought pulled Stiles against his chest.

His arms going around him. Stiles body stiffened against Lucas, "its okay to let it out". Lucas strokes Stiles back slowly, as Stiles lets out a pained sob. His hand fisting around Lucas shirt as Stiles let's out pained screams, screams that he refused to show in front of Levi, the sadness he feels inside, the loneliness he feels inside, the emptiness that Derek left, and the pain of knowing that he will never be able to love another man nor woman the way he loved Derek.

Tears flowed down Stiles cheek as they fell down and dropped against Lucas shirt. He doenst say anything knowing that what ever would come out of his mouth would be nothing but useless shit in front of Stiles. So the only thing he can do is stroke Stiles back making sure that Stiles knows that Lucas is there for him.

Time passed not knowing how long they sat their for. Stiles wasn't sure what to do know. He cried and practically poured out his heart and know he doesn't know what to do. But did he really need to say anything? Stiles perfectly fit against Lucas body, without knowing it Stiles unconsciously couldn't help but let out a smile. Wandering to himself how comfortable he was with Lucas hand stroking him.

Stiles couldn't help but feel as though he was being a pet stroked, as he snuggles closer to Lucas wanting to feel more of him. Even when everything came out Stiles still feels comfortable with Lucas. Stiles as though sensing Lucas was going to say something, Stiles reflexes kick in as he places a finger against Lucas lips shaking his head.

"Let's stay like this for a while" Stiles looks at Lucas who couldn't help but smile. But the short bliss of heaven wouldn't last much longer. As the two sit in the bed unaware of what was happening the front door of the cabin bursts open as big huge men covered in hair, fangs gleaming against the afternoon sun, claws drawn, and most of all the one man Stiles has never felt comfortable around the moment Derek was gone.

Okay guys I want to know...

Who is Lucas?...

And what's Scott's decision?...

Will he go by what Peter said?...

We will never know...

Until the next chapter...

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Anyways...

I'm posting this chapter because I've got about one week of school holidays before I'm back to school...

Anyways...

If you have questions just comment below...

I'll try to answer them withought revealing anything...

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