My Songs

"Lies" w/ @LilMissLumpy1

Collaborated with this amazing person, LilMissLumpy1
Hope you enjoy. We are still probably going to edit, but hope you like it.

(Verse)
I thought of him everyday
It just wouldn't go away
My feelings grew stronger by the day
But I know he doesn't like me anyway

So I'll just think
About what we could've been
And remember the last time
You hugged me so tight
When your smile was bright
When I liked the light
In your eyes

(Chorus)
But then one day
You told me something
That you didn't want to say
You said you lied about your feelings
that they've had gone away
That it was to protect me
From the lies upon this world
But you didn't notice
It just hurt me more

(Verse)
So I'll just cry
Myself to sleep
In my bed
Under my sheets
Trying not to remember
Happy memories
Cuz they remind me
Of the pain you put me through

I try so hard to forget the past
I try to believe it was never bad
All I wanted was your love
All I wanted was to rise above
All the hurt that I'd been through
And now I just don't know what to do
From all of the struggles I've faced because of you

(Chorus)
One day
You told me something
That you didn't want to say
You said you lied about your feelings
that they've had gone away
That it was to protect me
From the lies upon this world
But you didn't notice
It just hurt me more

(Verse)
You used to be my everything
I loved the joyful spirit you'd bring
But now all I remember is the suffering
That has been happening
Ever since the day I met you

So I'd be humming
To the same sad tune
Every time
I think of you
What use to make me feel happy
Now only makes me blue

(Chorus)
One day
You told me something
That you didn't want to say
You said you lied about your feelings
that they've had gone away
That it was to protect me
From the lies upon this world
But you didn't notice
It just hurt me more

(Verse)
Why did this have to be?
I loved you so much
But did you ever love me?
Did you ever see the sparkle in my eyes,
That everlasting joy that never died?
Or did you just see the
Dull, lifeless, meaningless crys?

All I ever did was care
The love that you had never spared
I just wish you'd let me prove
That I can be something to you

(Chorus)
One day
You told me something
That you didn't want to say
You said you lied about your feelings
that they've had gone away
That it was to protect me
From the lies upon this world
But you didn't notice
It just hurt me more

(End of Song)

I know it may be a little long but hey, there's no such thing as a song that's too long.

I hope you liked our collaboration. I think it came out nice. I loved working with this girl, she's amazing and has talent. Y'all should go check out her stuff and follow her!

Published January 3, 2016