My Songs

Pain

(Verse 1)
I Fell under your spell
But now ive lost all faith
You're pulling me in
But i keep trying to pull away
Was this supposed to happen?
Or is this another disaster?
Because the times we were stuck in
Are only echoes of the past
And now its too late
To save them

(Chorus)
Im seeing the pleasure
But im drowing in the pain
And its taking over me
Im going insane
Now i dont wanna feel anymore
The feelings were real
But the pleasure was artificial
Im screaming
But can anyone hear me?
Ive had enough
So please, just come lock me up/so please, just set me free(?)

(Verse 2)
There is no reality anymore
I cannot see what I saw before
I keep belittling myself
Taking my dignity off the shelf
I thought things were fair
I brought on things I thought I could bear
But reality struck like a lightning bolt
Striking me strictly like a cult
Under the influence of punishing beliefs
Leaving you nothing to retrieve

(Chorus)
Im seeing the pleasure
But im drowing in the pain
And its taking over me
Im going insane
Now i dont wanna feel anymore
The feelings were real
But the pleasure was artificial
Im screaming
But can anyone hear me?
Ive had enough
So please, just come lock me up/so please, just set me free(?)

(Bridge)
I see the light at the end of the road
I can't move fast enough with this load
For I am only a trespassers to life
Where there seemse to be no more  blithe
But I see the light
I see with my eyes
I must move
I must strive

(Chorus)
Im seeing the pleasure
But im drowing in the pain
And its taking over me
Im going insane
Now i dont wanna feel anymore
The feelings were real
But the pleasure was artificial
Im screaming
But can anyone hear me?
Ive had enough
So please, just come lock me up/so please, just set me free(?)

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Suggestions? Please gimme your thoughts and critiques and such! Much help❤

This one also has no back story lol.

Edited December 19, 2016

Finished and published March 24, 2016