My Songs

Welcome To My Bloody Parade

(Verse 1)
All i am is just a delusion
A stupid and irrelevant hallucination
I'm Screaming without making a sound
But I can't be heard since there's no one around
Everyone is deaf and blind
All their sanity is hard to find
They can't see me nor hear my words
I'm just a useless girl in this busy world
I only exist when they want me to
They're all colorblind
And my soul slowly becomes paralysed
 
(Verse 2)
With every time I try and make conversation
One wrong word sends my heart racing
But one wrong word makes all the difference
One misunderstood connotation
Results in slammed doors in face
Kicked off the front porch into a world of gray
I'm used to the dark, the invisibility
Ceasing to exist never meant that much to me
I'm a mat that they step, a part of the floor
And every move kills me just a little bit more
But it always keeps going on and on
The pain never ends, the marks never gone

(Chorus)
My own blood and soul
Lie on the ground
Never picked up
Disposed all around
So welcome to my bloody parade
Where everything is free to rade
Where it's empty and rained out every time
But I guess I know I'll be fine

(Bridge)
They don't know that the kid they punished
Is in another world reminiscing
No one heard her breathe her last words
Because no one was ever listening
She wished for realization to come
But then she let herself fall and run
But I'm the little girl
I'm still here
But no one knows it's me
And they never ever will
I'm a long lost love letter waiting to be found
I remember the ink of my blood dripping down
No one has found me or my remains yet
No would bother to look I bet
So here I will stay in an unknown dimension
With no motive to be found
Where I'll be all safe and sound

(Chorus)
My own blood and soul
Lie on the ground
Never picked up
Disposed all around
So welcome to my bloody parade
Where everything is free to rade
Where it's empty and rained out every time
But I guess I know I'll be just fine

(End of Song)

Published April 20, 2017

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Edit: October 6, 2017 ~ Wtf was wrong with me ^^😂