Fight or flight

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(Verse 1)
I'm lying here alone in the dark
So cold I can't feel the chills
The goosebumps slowly disappearing
I don't think i took enough of the pills
The migraine has finally settled in
The throbbing in my head just won't stop
My heart beating faster by the second
My brain aching from racing thoughts

(Chorus)
I made it this far into it all
Was just a matter of time before I'd take the fall
I only have so much left to give
Is it really still worth it to live?
Though I have some strength mustered up inside
Should I use it to rise
Or should I leave it to die?
This is fight or flight (2x)

(Verse 2)
I'm lying on this bathroom floor
I don't know if I can take it anymore
My reflection in the blood is crystal clear 
I feel like my end must be finally near
My vision is just going in and out
I feel the water draining, leaving my mouth
The voices inside contradict one another
I just wanna say sorry to my sister and brother

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Why'd my life end up like this?
Even childhood memories aren't miss
Should I endure it longer and hope for the better?
I can't even see myself getting it together
It's just so hard to keep pushing through
Should I say goodbye to the life I knew?

(Chorus)

(End of Song)

Published July 30, 2018
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I think I'm on a songwriting grind whether it's good lyrics or not but I'll take what I got 😂

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