(Verse 1)
My desires surpass my motivation
My unbalanced priorities give dark sensations
What if im not good enough?
What if
What if
The heaviness in my chest only grows
But my sadness in me overflows
Irrelevence becomes my best friend
Until I can find someone in the end
As I stare into the clouds
The sun slowly falls down
And another day of my life
Has wasted away
(Chorus)
Why does it hurt so bad?
What is this pain?
This peculiar feeling drives me insane
I try to say I feel alright
But I know that I'm just not fine
All I need are answers, a flag, a sign
Since I don't know what to do this time
(Verse 2)
I can't even tell if im denying my feelings
Or whether or not they even exist
Heart and mind both lost in the abyss
Abyss
Abyss
I just want someone to hold me
But my desires shall never be
So I mope around all day and night
Internally trying to pick a fight
Are you the one I'm looking for?
Or are you a new decoy I fall for?
I just want this longing to go away
But I know it'll last at least one more day
(Chorus)
Why does it hurt so bad?
What is this pain?
This peculiar feeling drives me insane
I try to say I feel alright
But I know that I'm just not fine
All I need are answers, a flag, a sign
Since I don't know what to do this time
(Bridge)
I'm so weak, I can barely stand
My heart palpitates underneath my hand
Can I just have what I want?
Life isn't like that, I know all too well
I know it only gets worse
Once your heart cries for help
So here I lay
Lonely and afraid
With an anchor on my chest
Enduring the pain
Nothing will get better
I know it wont
I can't move on
From this loss of hope
(Chorus)
Why does it hurt so bad?
What is this pain?
This peculiar feeling drives me insane
I try to say I feel alright
But I know that I'm just not fine
All I need are answers, a flag, a sign
Since I don't know what to do this time
I just want to know, is he the one
Or are my hopes getting up just for fun?
(End of Song)
Yes, I'm alive 😂 once again, severe writers' block. But here's the first one. Imma post another one. So yeah, enjoy 😂
Published October 11, 2017
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