Little Big Somethings

I should be moving on | By Oreo

He's just there, the green light is hurting me so bad
Our paradise is over, what else can I be, rather sad?
I should be moving on, but I guess you understand
My soul stills loves him but my heart is scarred...
I don't know what to do, and I talk to a friend of mine
He thinks I should be moving on, but that's not easy to do
But I can't pretend I'm fine with this closure
I will never be good to anyone, I'd rather to never love again
And the worst off all is that somebody new will show up and I'll let him get closer

I'm sitting on the kitchen floor
My head is lying on the fridge's door
I hug myself to numb the pain
I get so much of it, I'll go insane
I'm just a little girl, who wanted to be happy
I want to be a Disney princess, why is my life so crappy?
I don't know what I did wrong, If only I knew
I don't know how much I've cried, what should I do?
The floor is cold as fuck, but so must be his heart
Mine is still warm but will freeze soon, its falling apart
I've put all of myself on him, I'm empty of myself in me
Looks like he didn't did the same, shouldn't he?
Was that trully love or was I a toy?
I will miss the feeling of being loved by a boy
Now I'll just keep crying, wetting the floor, my cheeks are rotten
Praying for the day this sadness is forgotten

***hello dear readers! I haven't made an author note yet lol i know I wrote a thanks chapter and I always answer your comments and pm's but it i kinda felt like doing this

This poem is part of a list of poems I wrote(since I started this book) where I put myself into somebody else's heart and yeah...i imagine what they are feeling pretty close to the reality because they talk with me about it and I convert all the info in a poem.
This one is from a great friend whose boyfriend broke up with and she couldn't write how she was feeling so I made a interview ahah

Next, thank you again for all the support! I am fucking happy because this book has been raising from #608 #550 (...) and yesterday it was #192 and today when it updated I was expecting it to be like #198 because well I'm getting close to the greatest books in the ranking so yeah.. I ll eventually fall back one of this days but lol no problem.... And... I am #151 ahah this is only possible because of all of you! It doesn't matter if this is your first time here or if you follow me since 'Together', you are part of this! <3

As I interact with most of you by pm, leave your votes and comments when you read a chapter so I ll know that you read that one, it's easier to notify only the ones who didn't, thanks :)

This is long as f*** but its the first in 20 or something caps soooo yeah.

Love you all, bye <3