Little Big Somethings

The Answers (from a friend's mind)

Everyday is miserable
Can't get myself along
Cause I can't be myself again
And I've be trying for so long

And every piece I find
Is now broken and shattered
And I gotta go through hell
To find what I gathered

Because now all my experience
Is being seen under different lens
And I learned to see monsters
Where all I'd see was friends

And it's so different
Then and now
But I can't seem to find the difference
Can't nobody show me now?

They say that time will heal
But how much is it gonna cost?
Because I don't think it will
And losing hope is what hurts the most

Even my family
My used-to-be harbor and shore
I used to tell them everything
But I don't feel the same anymore

My mother did her best
But God had lost his mind
And He put her through a battle
That she wasn't able to fight

Now I look back on it
And I wish I could rewind
Because all I had to do was there
But it took me some years to find

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The answers
To how to be myself
And not an actress
The answer
Is to be myself
And not an actress

I know where she is
I'm just afraid the world's not ready
And I wish I could bring her
But I feel so unsteady

I'm on the verge of falling
And it feels out of my control
I'm afraid of taking my shots
But still wanna hit the goal

I'm on the edge of running down a building
But from the outside
And I know that if I don't jump
It's gonna be suicide

And I wish that I could
Do the things I never would
To be myself like the moves of beautiful dancers
But I struggle
To find the

[Chorus]