Black Ink Crew

Chapter 10

Milan pov***

I sat up in the bed and shook Cease "get up get up! Did we really do that last night?" Cease nodded his head and turned over I put my head back and let the tears fall from my eyes

"Get up and get out" Cease turned and looked at me " Milan you wanted to do it I-I" I stopped him from saying more cause he was making me feel worse "I know what said last night but you should've stopped Cease you're engaged and I have Dre"

Cease kissed his teeth "are you serious? Dutchess and I have always been rocky and you know that, last night you were begging me now you've got the nerve to bring up this nigga Dre?" He started putting on his clothes on

"After all I did for you, you wouldn't have even found out what he was doing if it weren't for me" he stopped in his tracks. I turned to him, I was fuming.

"So you mean to tell me you did all of this?! You slept with me while I was most vulnerable but you already knew what you were doing, you just wanted me all to yourself!" I got up and pushed him

"Get the hell out of my house you bastard! You're even worse than Dre! Get out!" He couldn't even say anything just grabbed his things and left. I sat there and cried until Lexi came and found me. I told her everything that happened.

She held me and wiped her own tears " I'm so sorry, stay in here and I'll bring you everything you need, I'll tell Milani you're still out." I showered and sat and cried in that room all day

Dre called Cease called but I felt so ashamed and used. I stayed like this for 2 days until I heard Milani calling my name. I stepped out and walked to her "hey baby" Milani turned to me and looked so sad

"Mommy why do you look so sad?" I tried to smile but I only ended up crying and she came and hugged me "why are you crying momma?"

I wiped my tears "I'm just really sad baby" she hugged me "sad like when we had to leave daddy" I pulled her in tighter to me so she couldn't see me cry even harder.

"Worse baby, way worse than that" I held her until he stopped crying herself and fell asleep. I carried her to the living room and got myself together I had to go to work.

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When I got to the shop I just walked in went over my schedule and went to my room. After I finished my last tattoo I walked right out, I didn't talk to anyone, just came in and did my work and left.

This went on for about a 3 weeks until Skye came in to talk to me one day.

"Milan what the hell is wrong with you? You've been coming in here looking sick as a dog not talking to anyone then walking right out. What's up?" I just sighed as I was sketching

"I'm just tired and sick, I can't get rid of this flu, it's been having me throwing up and all, I can barely sleep, I don't have an appetite for a lot of things I'm just stressed" Skye nodded

"I understand, it sounds like it, it's either that or you're pregnant" my heart dropped to my stomach as I tried to think when I had my last period and mumbled to myself "shit" Skye looked at me wide eyed

"Oh shit. So I guess it is a baby. I don't why you're mad I wouldn't be mad if Dre was my baby's father" I half smiled at her and thought to myself how could I be so stupid

She gave me a weird look "unless someone else could be the father, did you sleep with Cease?" A tear rolled down my face without permission she shook her head "Damn Milan, I thought you were better than that" I shook my head

"No, no it was not how you're thinking it went" I started to explain everything and I cried and I cried. Skye even cried herself "I'm sorry Milan, I'm not gonna say shit to nobody and you can always talk to me, I promise I'll help you as much as possible"

I wiped my eyes "well can you go get me a pregnancy test?" She nodded "I'll be back, I'm sure Donna got one in her purse" I laughed "thank you, really I appreciate it" she just gave me a soft smile and left.