Skinny girl

１９.

Heyyyyyy surprise

I've got nothing

~

*drop*

*drop*

*drop*

I stared at myself in the mirror.

Why?

Why?

I honestly felt sick.

This was all so overwhelming.

Only thirty minutes ago people were talking shit about me and now. Now there acting like we are all friends. It just happened all of a sudden. Because of him. I've got to thank him. But he didn't have to cause a scene.

Now people are talking shit about Amber.

Isn't this what you wanted?

She needs to suffer for what she has done.

We'll show her how it feels like?

To be beaten

Picked on

Being bullied.

I shock my head.

No this isn't what I wanted.

Yes I wanted this to all stop but....

I didn't want anyone talking shit about Amber

Yeah it kinda felt nice that for once they were not on her side but....

It just not right

Being bullied is not what I wish upon her.

Knowing her...

She could kill herself

Because she isn't strong

She's weak and insecure

I nearly killed myself

Because I stayed to strong for

Too long

I didn't want this.

This needs to stop

Or else something bad will happen.

Fuck

I really hope I'm dreaming

Or else the same thing that happen to me

Will happen to her

As much as I want to punch her and let her suffer

No one deserves to be bullied

And I know from experience

-

I walked out the bathroom and no one was there.

Hmm maybe everyone is in the cafeteria

I went to my locker, collected the books for the day....

-

"Okay...... History"

A looked at the piece of paper Mr Brian gave to everyone.

"Come up with a speech or something to discuss to the class, it can be about an issue in the environment, racial issues, media,etc"

I put the paper flat on my desk and tapped my pencil on the desk.

"I give up. Can't think of anything"
I jumped onto my bed and lay there.

*Ding dong*

"Who could that be?" I asked myself.