Chapter 13 - Life, Death & Memories

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||Valeria||

It started raining. My tears are now mixed with raindrops showering on me. I don't know what to do. Where to go. For a girl who was raised with money and privileges, I never knew this side of life existed. I never thought people could live like this until now.

What's happening?

My tears begin to scald my skin. My eye sockets feel like there are millions of tiny stones embedded in them. My eyes, I believe are blood red. I am shivering. My body is freezing cold.

It's happening again. No. Please.

It's happening, slowly and painfully...

I try to push the masked pig off me but he is too strong. He is too strong. I am helpless against him.

My tears start flowing.

No. No. I don't want to remember. I can't remember. I try to wake myself, but I can't. I can feel every single emotion, pain...

I try to squirm out of his hold but he is having both my hands pined above my head. I start kicking helplessly. He is nowhere near my knees or my legs. The filthy prick is straddling me. His smelly mouth is all over my body.

No. No. Please. No. I don't want... I... I can't...

I start panting.

"You going to pay for that you dirty bitch."

No. No. No. No. No. No.

Tears start flowing. Running down my cheeks with tenacity and acidity I can't bear, leaving a burning trail behind. I try to wake myself but, I can't. Please. I twist and turn, panting, sweating...

I start screaming but it doesn't help. No one will hear me. It's dark and I was walking pass a quiet riverbed when he attacked me. I'm losing tune of the real world. I am in a trance. It's a dream. It feels like a dream. This can't be happening. Please Lord no.

Him?

No. Not that. Not Him. Not what he did to me.

I don't wanna remember.

I feel is mouth on my chin, my cheek, neck, everywhere. It sends disgusted chills down my body. I am disgusted. This animal is taking advantage of me.

I start squirming in the bed, crying. Tears trickling down my cheeks in a haste. It hurts. So much. No. Please, no...

No. Don't touch me. Get off of me. Why are you doing this to me?

And then I feel the burning pain, wrecking my world apart into million pieces.

"Nooooo..." I scream, sobbing with tears streaming down. My body breaks into a jerking shiver, covered in chills, my chest heaving up and down.

You are pregnant Valeria.

It hurts.

God. It. Hurts.

It's excruciating. Every nerve end is awaken and electrified.

I can't. No. No. Please. Please. Make it stop. I can't. Not anymore. No. make it stop.

"You are pregnant. I'm sorry."

Make it stop.

I bring myself into a round ball, knees up at my chin, laying on the side. Tears are charring hot, scalding my cheeks.

I'm done fighting. It's time to give into the inevitable.

Death.

I retrieve a pen and a paper to scribble down a letter to the only person that will feel my absence.

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