LOVE LIFE AND PAIN

The Demon Inside You

I see the demon in your eyes
That selfish lust within you never dies
The dominance you impose prevents my freedom
The craziness that I try to deflect and prevent
Simply from stopping all the hurt in my heart and soul
But I failed to resist your evil ways or even change a bit
The Demon inside you dominates and conquers my soul
No mercy, no hope and no happiness left

Seem the only option left is my depressed insane state
Not once did you bother to consider me or how I feel
All you know is self pleasing yourself as you wish
In every way you abuse my body, heart and soul
You make me feel inferior, barren and empty soul
In your eyes I am simply a form without needs or desire
You have no compassion, care or love to give
My only response let right now is a submission nod to your demanding words
My blind obedience to your every order your only concern

I have no right, no liberates or choices
But then a changed a spark did ignite
I began my own battle towards you, like a silent protest
Choosing to ignore at every chance
Your inner demon continued to blind you
All you see in me is a temporary action
Knowing with your control and demon needs sooner or later I will return

Honestly you are wrong...so wrong indeed
Your controlling behaviours, threats and sexual abuse now so wrong
This inner demon manipulated your sense of fair and right
Until you failed to noticed my action was now unbreakable and strong
Now all that is ahead is to leave you and your inner demon soul
To start again free of your brutal dominant ruled
You foolish man...open your heart and your soul
Look around...
You're alone now
No longer will I be your sex toy, victim or slave
Wake up stupid man...
So you see demon is your a chill's heal
It now only makes you a true
loser of that should have been
Loss a loyal wife, children  and friends

You will never find happiness ahead in your life
As your demon soul blinds all that is good
Always know now it is to late to apologise and make good as my love is long ago lost
No feelings for you, your life or sex needs as your runnier long ago
Your demon can no longer control me
No more power over me now
All I do is pushed you away

Yes foolish man...
Let your soul feel great regret for trusting your selfish demon way
It is all in vain powerless now as I see my future ahead
I am now free woman, still alive without sadness and fear

Remember this silly man...
Your useless feeling sadness of my desicion is cheap and so false
I no longer hear your voice, feel your touch or see you at all
Your inner demon blinds you of what is true life
I now have a moved on, am so in control....
Your inner demon no longer in me

BY SUE
25012017